I am reluctant to post here because I never post on forums and am always the last to ask for support but I am really struggling. I am feeling really low today. I feel absolutely useless as a person and like I am no use to society and this has been said to me in the past.
I'm 37 now and been disabled due to an accident that happened when I was just 19 years old. My disability is a hidden one and as a result I have just been labelled as lazy.
I have no friends, any friends I did have just left when things got tough. I have tried time and time again to join things but it never leads to anything more. I have gone into myself so much and even more so the last 2 years since lockdown. I have very little support. My parents are great but they have their own worries and I don't want to feel like I'm a burden. I already see a therapist and that helps to a degree but it still doesn't help the loneliness or the self loathing.
I am just really struggling to go on lately and to hang on to any bit of hope and I feel pretty pathetic for feeling sorry for myself when there are so many other things going on in the world right now.