Hello - I am new to the thread.
I finally went to the GP in mid feb about my Anxiety and checking behaviours - a lot of it centred around work. - although I have always been a "worrier"
I have been signed off work since then and originally was on Fluoxetine but after 4 weeks GP changed it to Sertraline.
I stopped Fluoxetine, and started Sertraline 1 week later at 25mg for a week then 50 mg - I have been on 50mg for about 2 weeks now.
I am waiting for CBT - I had an assessment a few weeks ago and was told the waiting list was weeks as opposed to months but not heard anything yet.
I have some days now where I don't have an awful pit of nervousness in my stomach - maybe as I have been away from work for a few weeks now - but i still find myself checking things a lot, at night, checking all plugs etc, sometimes having to come down at night and double check switches are off, doors locked - I seem to be hyper alert every night for every little sound worrying about being broken into. It takes awhile to get to sleep. Like my brain wont switch off.
My sick note currently ends this Sunday and I have started having nightmares about going back to work - but at the same time feel so guilty I am off. I was at the point I was praying for a bus crash on the way to work - and had a thought once when I was making tea if I poured the water on my arm that would mean I could have time off - I sort of snapped out of that, as I had started to move the kettle and that is what made me speak to GP.
Some days I stay in bed till the afternoon as I don't see the point in actually getting up. I feel quite down and teary at times.
I have realised I tend to scratch myself a lot, the side of my neck and shoulder on that side when I am particularly anxious - that has been quite bad when I was at work, and had settled but I have started again and have terrible scratches on the side of my neck. I had not actually told the GP this last time I spoke to them.
I need to ring the GP this week again, to see how I am getting on with the Sertraline and I am panicking in case she is on annual leave (as it is the easter hols) and I don't want to speak to another GP - also should I ask for another sick note - but then I worry she might think I am just trying to get out of work.