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Need an outlet and people who understand

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Strugglingalone · 14/02/2020 19:37

Mumsnet keep deleting my threads and the last one had no reason whatsoever but the only way I am getting through at the moment is with random chat with people on here

Been struggling the last few days without a thread

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Myshitisreal · 26/02/2020 23:18

I need to catch up, just sending 🤗 xxx

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Strugglingalone · 26/02/2020 23:33

In tears

Callback and first thing he said was you are a frequent caller read for that attention seeker, I can’t do anything to help

I’ve been referred to Crisis team so many times by out of hours gp so he was completely lying, told me a+e or nothing. I can’t cope with a+e, can’t cope with this, already self harmed, I can’t fight this, that was my last hope!

No on gives a shit, they want me gone, maybe then they will realise how much they are letting people down

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Strugglingalone · 26/02/2020 23:48

I don’t know what to do, I’m sorry

Shaking so much

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Myshitisreal · 27/02/2020 00:08

My darling I wish you to be safe, wish I knew what to say xx

SoTiredTonight · 27/02/2020 00:52

Hello @Strugglingalone, I haven’t RTFT so not totally sure what your situation is. But didn’t want to read and run... have you heard of the Elefriends website/app? It’s run by Mind and I think it’s probably used all through the night by people with various MH issues. There may be someone there who can suggest any potential routes to pursue? It sounds like you’re having a desperate time trying to get professional support! Sad I’m so sorry you’re so terribly low! I’ll pop in again in the morning to see how you are, please look after yourself! x

Oh yes, the link, just in case... www.elefriends.org.uk/posts

Myshitisreal · 27/02/2020 02:03

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Myshitisreal · 27/02/2020 02:31

Going to sleep xxx be as safe as you can

Lobsterquadrille2 · 27/02/2020 08:21

Morning @Strugglingalone how did you sleep?

PurpleFrames · 27/02/2020 08:56

Good morning OP/ how are you doing today? I was checking the thread as I woke up in the night - I hope you are safe

Myshitisreal · 27/02/2020 09:12

Mornings 👋 xx

bangheadhere40 · 27/02/2020 09:57

Morning all, how are you today OP? x

PurpleFrames · 27/02/2020 11:52

Hi OP- just checking back in to say no pressure but hopefully you can let someone know how you are as it's been a good few hours since your last post. Please take care

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Strugglingalone · 27/02/2020 12:03

I’m alive but that’s about it, really not coping today

Didn’t make my appt with the practice manager

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bangheadhere40 · 27/02/2020 12:56

Hiya, glad to hear you are still there....we we all worried about you. Would you like to chat about anything to us today? xx

Lobsterquadrille2 · 27/02/2020 14:05

Checking in and glad to see that you are still posting. Horrible weather here. Hi @bangheadhere40 hope that you're having a good day. My DD has been out buying hand sanitiser dispensers for every room .... I'm waiting for her to insist on masks. Cordelia would not be happy.

Lobsterquadrille2 · 27/02/2020 14:06

How strange. That posted. Sorry.

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Strugglingalone · 27/02/2020 14:45

Hehe my dad has bought gloves and hand sanitiser - he’s a medic and convinced they will sell out 😂

I’ve just spoken to mh duty, they won’t help, apparently there is no help! I don’t know what to do anymore. My care co is being asked to run me tomorrow but I don’t want to be here tomorrow, I just need this to stop

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bangheadhere40 · 27/02/2020 14:55

@Lobsterquadrille2 , not a bad day but looking forward to getting out of work.

Looks like cats can get masks too, made me laugh.

@struggling - hehe maybe your dad is right. Sorry about the mh duty....that's no good....:-(

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Strugglingalone · 27/02/2020 15:08

I’m going through the processes of what I need to do so a club I run can function tonight (I’m not going just organising everything!)

But then who knows - my fight has completely gone

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Lobsterquadrille2 · 27/02/2020 16:16

Going through the processes is a survival mechanism that I think we all implement when we need to - I'm glad that you are organising it. Small steps ... it's strange how some people are so virus conscious! I've just returned from town and was basically attacked with the sanitiser as soon as I opened our front door.

@bangheadhere40 hope you've not got long to go!

Myshitisreal · 27/02/2020 16:36

Saying hi, hope you got on well with your task. Xx

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Strugglingalone · 27/02/2020 17:22

Delivered everything to club, now to my own devices
No reason to stay safe now
Diabetic nurse rang back and she couldn’t give a shit unlike the one yesterday (unfortunately this is the one who is assigned to me)

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Myshitisreal · 27/02/2020 18:50

That's a really big achievement when you're feeling like thisxx

Lobsterquadrille2 · 27/02/2020 19:03

So how are the rabbits today? The situation with your care sounds dire, to say the least. All we can say is that we very much want you around and safe. Happy to chat about anything mindless or deeper .....

Grumpbum123 · 27/02/2020 19:12

I’ve been where you are, there is Hope I promise