Hmmm we need a name, the safe place for all the people that need it

[WristBoundLatexBitch]

Hi so here we are

Salted
Weird? We've met too then!

Eating I go from a size 8 to a 16 I can drop it easy. Weight is my downfall and I'm now at my heaviest

[dances round the room singing "I'm a Wrist's Birch, I'm a Wrist's Bitch" & cackling wildly]

I also pick psrioses

Birch

latex you are lovely, not scaring us off. Surely going to a&e and asking for help is better than doing something stupid and ending up sectioned! Really don't think you would loose your kids for asking for help. DH been there multiple times for MH they are always very nice. We don't have kids yet but CPNs are very supportivevof us having them in the future.

Can't cackle loudly. Will wake children or disturb the psycho kitties!
Yes I'm admitting to it all here. Food and drink and harm and low mood and anxiety and OCD and all my bonkers traits.

I have 3 kids and they are my world I'd never let them go through shit but I'm afraid they maybe already #shitmum ahhh

Ahem 4 kids

No. Not a shit mum. Maybe a poorly one who needs some support. That's not the same thing at all.

Thanks for the welcome, I've just written some names down so I can try and remember who's who, my neuro disorder makes it difficult to maintain information, I have a care team that help with anything that needs a working brain, they help with the kids too, I spend lots of time doing rotas staff training and bloody paperwork, PIP/DLA x4.
Anyone else have the nightmare of form filling?
If not I really don't mind sharing the load!
Pink I'm glad you went to the doctors and you have some sort of plan with regards to A&E
Salted you are very good at rembering everyone's names and welcoming everyone, thank you.
Latex, your hair is lovely, I've always liked bright coloured hair, blue and purple are my favourites, the bravest I've been was pink streaks.
Anxiouscarer, going by your name you have a lot to cope with, I'm guessing you suffer with responsibility fatigue with a side helping of insomnia, I hope things become more manageable for you ASAP.

But where do you find Friends if you have no one and your socially awkward

Sure you are a great Mum latex you love your kids that is what matters.

salted I have had the urge to cut pretty much constantly for the last 2 months, I'm not depressed, its more about stress release I think. Not done it though, limited to fingernails and lip biting. Its wearing me down its constantly nattering me, sometimes in the background and sometimes not, never seems to leave at the moment used to withold food when I was younger, but just love chocolate too much andceating in general. Another reason for spending so much time at the gym!

I've started us a new place special to us

Blimey we all came out of the same mold! (Or is it mould? I certainly don't mean the fungus type)
8 to 16 is a pretty impressive range, Latex; heavy isn't so bad, relative to other harmful stuff we could do.
Wolfie it must be so hard with itchy eczema, no wonder you want short nails!
I'm going to try to sleep soon, seeing as I only got 5 hours last night, what with you lot being so noisy & keeping me up talking
Sleep well & look after yourselves - including a big glass of water before bed, gin guzzlers!!
xx

Oh God the lip biting. I used to do that. Would literally peel off bits of my lip. See I'm better than I used to be!
Anxious I'm with you on the exercise. I would be huge (again!) if I didn't keep it up. It lifts my mood too and helps with back pain. Piloxing tomorrow!

I have water too. Took a glass of each to bed!!

Oh fuck is the lip biting part of it. I've always done that

klaptout I care for my DH who suffers episodes of psychosis. My PTSD is from his last episode. He is getting better but still very fragile. I coped with the crisis but my brain has now decided enough is enough and its not playing anymore. Luckily I have great support from his team and my work, but still floundering, waiting to see psychologist at the mo.

Wolfie, can you keep your psycho kitties your side of the keyboard before I start sneezing.
Sounds like you've had a lot of challenges to deal with, like I say to my son, you have a 100% track list of getting through the days, minute by minute sometimes.

Night salted sleep well

wolfie whats piloxing? Sounds like a cross between pilates and boxing?

Anxious it is. Pilates and dancing and boxing! Weird it is.
Klapt. Shhh. Psycho kitties sleeping. Bizarrely I'm allergic too. To one of them! They are sisters. And I've lived with cats most of my life but bigger tortie thug cat brings me out!

Uh oh klapt are you alergic? I have too kitties in bed with me (and DH) one is on my pillow now. Will tell them to keep their fluff to themselves!

Interesting not come across that one, sometimes do body ballace (pilates, yoga and tai chi)

Tried balance but my knees won't bend enough for that. Body combat today. Now that I bloody love!