Bollockybollockybollocky HTT

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Basically I have to take bloody diazepam three times a day and be visited by HTT every day and even then the nurse reckons it's 50/50 if I'll need to go into hospital or not. This has gone too far. I'm absobloodylutely sodding fine and visited the drop-in as I was worried I was going to become not-fine and wanted to know how to stop DP worrying unnecessarily after having spoken to CMHT as I was referred from GP as I wanted to avoid becoming depressed and how to maintain my current good humour and general sparkling and effervescent nature. The lesson apparently being that being responsible and proactive with your mental health gets you accused of poor insight and told to take drugs on pain of hospital admission.

She's really fucking scared me. I will not go into hospital. So to avoid it I have to swallow pills that make me slow and stupid and sleepy even though I am totally happy with the way I am now and it's everyone else who doesn't like it. Maybe its everyone else who needs bloody medicating.

I hate this so much. I know its a bad idea to get involved in MH services. So why do I ever go back?

He is an excellent cook but he says "CUNT!" a lot while cooking so I hope you don't have delicate ears.

Ah, wine. Covers a multitude of slightly rustic-looking wellingtons.

Though I'm sure your Wellington is pristine.

Mitch, on the offchance you're still reading, there's no need to apologise and I hope your party goes as well as Mental's surely will.

I have very indelicate ears and am more than a bit sweary.

Fucking A.

Is indelicate a word? Spellcheck says yes but it sounds wrong.

thank you!

everybody realised I was making a massive baked omelette (my daily spinach omelette is a huge joke ) and having made one guest run 22 miles today (10 and a bit to get me home to my new car! And the rest getting lost on way to his house) insists on meat and pasta - so pasta 'ncasciata it is

Yep indelicate is definitely a word - one of my favourites

I require Google.

Ooh, looks good! I love aubergines.

Must get back into daily omelettes. Have just stripped back and reseasoned the skillets so should be nice and easy to do. Thanks for the inspo.

BTW, run? Like, with his feet?!

yeah

I can't run on main roads on my own he could have had a lift back but was going to 15 anyway so what's another 6 or so!

HURRY UP GUESTS

What a lovely guy. Hope your guests turn up soon!

Hope you have a good party mitchy

My Wellington looks lovingly hand made but at least it's now ready for the oven. Accompaniments are all prepared. Still have the starter to so but I think I'll disappear to the bath with a G&T.

Mm. Nice bath.

I made a cake. Aren't we a wholesome lot!

(I'm preparing materials for some decidedly unwholesome 'disco flips' later tonight )

Intriguing!

I just ate a dessertspoonful of peanut butter

Smooth

Always used to be a crunchy person, but crunchy doesn't work well on oatcakes so I switched sides.

Pervert.

Devil's toejam, is Marmite.

What's a disco flip?? Am liking the sound of them!