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im going to kill myself right now

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Misshousehunter · 06/09/2010 20:45

that is it.,

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Misshousehunter · 06/09/2010 22:01

oh trust me ive done the whole killing myself thing. ive tried hanhging myself, ive pushed myself from a car travelling over 50mph, ive oded on as many drugs as possible

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goingbacktowork · 06/09/2010 22:03

No one is doubting you but please try to get some help NOW - for you and your children.

thisisyesterday · 06/09/2010 22:04

what do you want us to say?

LesbianMummy1 · 06/09/2010 22:04

then you obviously need some help we can try and support you but you sound like you have ghosts in your past that need dealing with remember if you were successful your exp would gain custody of your kids too if you want them not to suffer then you need to deal with things good luck

dustycups · 06/09/2010 22:05

yeah and so have alot of us op! so you need to listen to us!

you should be getting plently of help already then, you need to call someone. yes you can talk to us and we happy to listen but you need to get some real help!

thisisyesterday · 06/09/2010 22:06

you need to start thinking about the future, for your children.

think about where they will be if you die

if you don't want them to be there, then you need to think about what YOU need to do to ensure that doesn't happen

if you don't get help then i think your chances of losing them will greatly increase.

if you show that you are willing to get help, that you ARE getting help and doing the right thing, then your chances of keeping them greatly increase

memoo · 06/09/2010 22:06

Op, I've just spent a few weeks in a psychiatric hospital.

I am suffering from PND and desperately wanted to kill myself.

I know what its like to be in so much pain that you want out and suicide feels like the only option

Believe me there really are people out there that can help you, nobody is going to take your kids away

MoreCrackThanHarlem · 06/09/2010 22:08

Ring the Samaritans
Your poor children Sad
Don't do this to them

sailorsgal · 06/09/2010 22:15

Ring the samaritans, they will even come to your house if you are feeling that bad.

dustycups · 06/09/2010 22:17

unfortuanatly when you feel this low quite often you block your kids out your head.

CommonSenseSuze · 06/09/2010 22:19

Missmouse, so why don't you seek professional help? Why are you writing about this on an online forum to people who (probably) have no clue about your condition and how to deal with it?

You seem desperate to tell us that you're 'for real', so now take people's advice and call the Samaritans - something that will actually help. I can't imagine that reading messages on this forum is helping you at all.

GiddyGertie · 06/09/2010 22:49

There is hope. Things can get better. Please seek the help that you need. xxx

FunnysInTheGarden · 06/09/2010 22:57

CCS absolutely agree. MHH you need to get it sorted out right now.

Do the right thing, you know your children need you.

kormachameleon · 06/09/2010 23:01

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GreaterFence · 06/09/2010 23:02

I hope you're on the phone to somebody who can offer you the right advice and help you out.

Do you have any RL friends who are close by? If you just feel like you need someone there for a while just to get through this feeling for tonight would they not come over?

Please listen to people on this thread who have been there, your children will NOT be taken away just because you seek help, everyone will do their upmost to make sure that doesn't happen.

Talk here if that will help...?

dustycups · 07/09/2010 07:29

please come and let us no your alright this morning op!

chances are that you dont even remember writing this thread!

dont feel you have to explain yourself or anything just a 'im ok' will do, or you can talk more if ya want!

BreastmilkDoesAFabLatte · 07/09/2010 11:04

Misshousehunter Are you there?

As dusty says, please, just let us know how you are.

PaulineCampbellJones · 07/09/2010 17:19

Please let us know you are alright. There are a lot of people worried about you.

GypsyMoth · 07/09/2010 17:30

jeez what a distressing thread!!

missmousehunter....hope you're ok....

goingbacktowork · 07/09/2010 21:10

did anyone hear from OP?

dustycups · 07/09/2010 21:19

no we aint goingback!

bit worried!

scurryfunge · 07/09/2010 21:21

I reported this thread last night in the hope that MNHQ could assist.....no joy.

thisisyesterday · 07/09/2010 21:23

i did too scurry, they said they'd keep an eye

this is one of the reasons why it's never a good idea to post stuff liek this in this way.

in all likelihood the OP went to bed and hasn't felt she can face this again yet.

but we are left here worrying about what might have happened, and with no way of doing anyrhing :(

dustycups · 07/09/2010 21:24

im praying that she just feels to embarrased to come back or was so drunk she dont remember it!

or that she was a troll who got out of there depth (i still wouldnt regret helping though)

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Misshousehunter · 09/09/2010 08:17

I'm so sorry for any distress I caused. A v good friend jumped in a cab and spent a fortune getting to me. He helped me. My sister was contacted somehow, came round and had a go at me then called the Dr the next day. Dr was useless, just told me to check back next week. Was in and out in less then 5 mins. Was hoping to get fast tracked to speak with someone but I'm still on the long waiting list.

No health prof. Seem to want to help.

Even though I'm gagging for one. I'm not gonna drink. As I do mean what I have said. I'm not a troll but feel I can be completely honest about how I feel on here because no body knows me.

I need help but fail everytime I seek it.

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