im going to kill myself right now

[Misshousehunter]

that is it.,

Samaritans

Your kids wil never get over it if you do, you are kidding yourself if you think for a second you are doing them a favour

dont ever make decisions when drunk

seriously

fatty is right

you will be screwing them up royally if you kill yourself

I mean it

you are not going to kill yourself

i have a 2 yr old and 1 yr old in bed. i will lose them if i get immediate help/

i have no one.

my partner or ex partner wants the kids full time cos of my mental health
hes not gonna have them, im ok.

hecan still see them

i need to feel the blood

Misshousehunter- I remember your previous thread.

You said on it that you believe your son is evil. We were trying to tell you that it was likely psychosis that was responsible for your irrational belief.

Did you see a doctor? Did you tell him what you have told us?

Please call someone- now.

please stop this

you will not lose your children if you ask for help but they willlose their mum if you kill yourself.

what do you want us or anyone to do?

1.) this is very distressing for people reading it.

2.) we can't DO anything to stop you, physically.

3.) i think you are just posting this for attention. which is fine in some ways (you clearly need it) but SO not fine in many others.

if you genuinely mean it, then why are you posting it here on a parenting forum? call the samaritans, call a friend... it is not fair on any of the poeple here

You will not lose them if you get immediate help....if anything, help is a positive step towards keeping your children.

Call the samaritarians.

You need help. NOW.

Just pick up the phone.

thisisyesterday is right.

Call for help.

You can call an ambulance. It sounds you need immediate help.please don't do anything.

Has your partner left you since you last posted.
Please call someone, is there anyone who can come and help you.

Sorry is there a really good reason why your ex partner shouldn't have your children?

Can you not care for them together - join custody or something? Do you not think that him having them for a while or helping out whilst you get your mental state sorted is not for the best?

I work with kids with bad mental health issues and loads of them have parents that have killed themselves and none of them see it as them doing it for the kids own good they see it as the parents being selfish and deserting them.

my husbands bestfriend killedhimself in june

dont

0845 numbers r expensive

im ntod oing this for attention.

i want hekp but cant askj for it cos i dont wanna lose my children who are the only things in my life worth living for.

YOU WILL NOT LOSE YOUR CHILDREN IF YOU ASK FOR HELP.

Plenty of mums on here have mental health problems and haven't lost their kids.

You say you need to feel blood. If you are thinking of cutting yourself, DON'T.

Imagine the names of your children written where you would cut yourself. That will remind you NOT to harm yourself. They love you and need you.

Well, if you say they are worth living for, how can you even contemplate killing yourself?

You will not lose them if you get help, but you need to get moving- call samaritans NOW.

Oh for goodness sake - you kill yourself who is going to find your two kids - is your two year old going to find his mother dead???

Is that what you want to do, do you want him to see that, it will be imprinted on his little brain forever - you will not be doing him a favour but causing him immeasurable harm.

Why can your ex partner not have them so you can get your head sorted??

PICK UP THE PHONE AND CALL AN AMBULANCE!!