@BoozeHound I weirdly had the same epiphany last night, and it was kid of a relief to think, oh I'll have some days off here and there but in general I'll be on this plan for more than a month. I wanted to get rid of the weight BAM and then get on with my life, but I think that's also ignoring the fact that the way that I was eating is unhealthy. I also noticed that my toddler is snacking on healthier things and asking for less chocolate because I'm not scoffing it in front of him! There are actually some parts of this diet that I genuinely enjoy...so why not make it more long term. I think I see the plan as a bit 'illicit' or something because very low calorie diets have always been really demonised to me and something you do but don't tell anyone about because they're seen as unhealthy and disordered... but honestly I feel really food. I always feel really well with regards to my body RN, it's changed already and I really want to keep seeing that... anyways sorry that is a rant but enjoy your pancakes and then get back on it.
Sorry you're LO is getting up so early, you must be exhausted! I know that feeling well. Sometimes I cheat and just let him watch a few Peppa pigs in bed whilst I doze... not amazing parenting but sleep deprived me is also not a great parent.
@Squaretoe I"m still hungry, mostly in the evenings when I've finished my eating window. Green tea doesn't cut in when they neighbours are making something sooooo yummy smelling :'(
@Forfecksake17 Definitely a mind over matter thing, when I'm immersed in work I forget about food, but when I'm on Instagram looking at everyones pancake extravanganzas my belly rumbles like crazy and all I want to do is eat until I'm full. Go for the wine if you want it- perhaps you can join Boozehound and I on the long train :P
I weighed myself and I'm back to my Sunday weight so no big deal when I went off the rails Monday and still ate over 800 yesterday. Keen to see 10 st 1 lbs end of this week, will probs have pancakes at some point soon..
I think I need a reminder of not just why I'm doing this but why I don't want to eat like a pig anymore:
- I feel tired and overwhelmed by life when I'm in the sugar crash cycle, especially with my high energy toddler who I LOVE but I end up being a bad parent letting him watch TV and eat crap when I feel crap.
- Feeling awkward around my husband and not wanting him to touch or look at me. That has REALLY changed over the last week, and I'm receiving a lot of lovely compliments. Don't know if it's the plan or I'm making more of an effort and also maybe able to 'hear them more' instead of cringing away.
- I get distracted by food from work so I never get any proper work done.
- Feeling full and disgusting in the evenings, trying to sleep with my heart pounding.
- I use food to stop myself feeling certain things and I think those things are important moving forward.
- Skin gets spotty and greasy when I eat sugar all the time.
There. That was really helpful actually, instead of focusing on what 'could be' if I changed my WOE, focusing on what WAS and WHY I changed things...