I'm having a few days off before my big relaunch. It's ds's birthday and we have various parties and family to stay so it will be tricky. Just weighed myself and I've gained 1.5lb while away, and I bet most of that was in the last 2 days. I was actually pretty good while we were away, but did drink every day and didn't calorie count so I am happy with that. I remember 7lb gains in the past so.......!
In preparation for my big relaunch I've bought myself a new notebook and I've done a few things in it- such as planned out a daily tracker with all 7.5 weeks (until my summer holiday) marked out; I've drawn a chart to track my measurements when I've achieved certain exercise goals (I'm going to try and do 30 days of shred during the time) so will measure after each 5 sessions; plus I've written quite a substantial list of some items of clothing I'd like to wear and a tick box to check off when they fit me!
I know that I seem like a serial yoyoer on this plan, and I think it's partly because I never really do it like the first time. I'm always pushing the boundaries a bit and that affects my willpower as well as my weightloss, so this time round I am really going to cut out all the things I shouldn't have, including alcohol, and sweetener in my coffee. I've got 3 events in the 8 weeks that will be drinking dos but other than that I'm going to try really hard to not just have a glass of wine for the sake of it.
This time five years ago I was the biggest I have ever been. I had gestational diabetes, I was 8.5 months pregnant with my ds who was eventually born in the afternoon by c-section, and I would estimate that I weighed very nearly 15 stone. I lost it all then regained it pretty much over again with ds2, which is what has brought me to this w.o.e as I struggled being that size pregnant but knew that the reality was, if I didn't do something about my insulin control, I would end up diabetic and probably that size for life.