Thanks Jacksertbear and yumy - I know I wasn't massive in the first photo but I am only 5'2 and was still carrying baby weight so wanted to get rid as I knew I wasn't going to have any more (have a 5,4 and 2 year old).
Well done to everyone keeping on keeping on! Do they say "Dig Deeper" and "BRING IT" in the T25 videos?
I find Tania in Insanity highly annoying. But I kicked her ass during the last Fit Test I did! I know, I am very sad.
With regards to press ups, I think the advice is to do the proper one until you fail and then go to your knees. When I started P90X I couldn't do one pull up without a chair, but after 90 days, I could do 10 pulls up completely unaided... I think this is because I always attempted to do it without the chair and that really builds the strength and muscles, and then one day you do one and you're like "YES!" and then they come from there. But it does take a while to get the upper body strength... when you move from Month 1 to Month 2 on Insanity, one the work outs (Max Cardio Intervals, I think) has 2 sets of 16 push ups (with floor springs inbetween) and you do 3 rounds of intervals, totalling 96 push ups in about 10 minutes (with 2 30 second breaks inbetween). I only managed to do all 96 without stopping/putting my knees down last week, and that was after 6 months of daily Insanity! So it does take a lot of time.
Purple I haven't done T25 but from the look of the infomercial, they do look similar, but I think in T25 you don't get any breaks! So harder work for shorter time. If you can fit in 45 mins, then you could just stay on Month 1 and not move to Month 2 - Month 1 is still pretty hardcore (and when I don't have an hour to spare, I do "Pure Cardio" from Month 1 and it's still nails.
Really pleased to have found you as a bunch of ladies on the same journey!