I’m struggling with “normality” more than I thought I would.
I went back to work 8 months ago (before being vaccinated) and felt fine about it.
All distanced and Covid procedures in place.
DC started nursery 8 months and I felt fine about that too.
DH does a mixture of working form home and in the office.
I’ve eaten out, taken DC to soft play and weekly baby music classes.
All of which have been done with Covid restrictions in place.
I felt safer and happier then.
I was actually really excited about restrictions being lifted on the 19th, but since it’s actually happened I’m struggling with it.
I’ve eaten out twice and hated how busy it was, a local we went to previously has now added more tables and there’s very little distance between them.
Most places I go to, very little people wear masks.
I know they don’t HAVE to, but I just assumed more people would.
I’ve found myself feeling on edge when I’m out and Covid is always on my mind.
I ended up cancelling a meal with a friend last night, a friend I haven’t seen for 18 month, because I got myself a bit worked up about it.
I don’t know what I’m waiting for of when I expect I will feel better or more relaxed.
Is anyone else finding things as daunting as me?