I'm thinking about not having it yet. There is a family history of severe reaction to vaccination, though I have had other vaccines and been ok. I've had covid and so have my family which I feel gives me some protection and gives others some.protection (though I appreciate we don't know how long natural antibodies last, just like we don't really know how long we r immune after the vaccine).
I work in the NHS, colleagues have been pressuring and calling me selfish because they feel.i should have the vaccine tom protect others. I understand there point but I am scared of having a reaction to it and I love my family and am not ready to die yet or end up with severe medical problems. I know that's extremely unlikely, but given family history I feel.im at greater risk. Maybe I'm being irrational to worry about side effects, but I'm scared and criticising me for my anxiety is not fair.
I think the decision should be.mine and mine alone, and that I'm entitled to choose what I do to my own body. If I was elderly, or had.underlying complications or had had covid badly (it affected.me.only.relatively mildly and I would.be ok having it again), I'd probably have the vaccine. I'd also have it if I'd not had covid as i'd likely be more scared of getting it, and how badly it might impact me. However, I've had it, and I don't have any underlying complications and are relatively young.
I understand people's anxiety and frustration that others are not wanting the vaccine, but.its a personal.choice and clearly if others were not anxious about it they'd have it. However, if you r anxious about having it, then someone.putting pressure on you and criticising you and calling you selfish does not make.you more.likely to have it, it just makes you feel.like shit.