Hi everyone, v sorry for being AWOL, tough day over here - for once, not Covid related... A relative of my DH passed away last night very suddenly (heart attack). Poor DH is devastated. I didn't think things could get much worse... This is truly the worst year ever.
To top that off DH now feeling poorly - nauseous and lightheaded. I'm not sure if it's shock/grief related or he's now coming down with Covid, but he has no temp/cough so far, so who knows...
It would appear my test results have been 'lost'. It's been five days. So so annoying. I have done a second test today as just want to know for sure.
Weirdly, I felt a lot better, physically, today. Fever lower, no real weakness or fatigue, just a bit of an upset tummy. I was looking after everyone and comforting DH a lot so to be fair I probably didn't notice how I was feeling as much, but I don't think I could have done that yesterday.
So now I wonder, did I actually have Covid or not?! I felt so rough a few days ago and I got a fever, chills, etc, five days after I'd had close contact with a confirmed positive... so it felt like a dead cert. Now, not so sure at all as I'm sure it wouldn't be 'over' this quick!
Sorry for this slightly unhinged ramble. Really tough and strange time.
Anyway, more importantly... How is everyone?
@girlofthenorth that's good you've been up and about a bit! So true about distraction, it's the best way. And I also find the nights the worst. So sorry this Christmas is so rough for you too. So hard not being able to see family. xx
@TheOnlyLivingBoyInNewCross welcome, but so sorry you have to be here. I really relate to the anxiety about what might come next. All we can do is take it a day, or even an hour, at a time. And somehow the days do pass.
@DarlingCoffee how are you feeling this evening? I've also had waves of nausea, it's so grim. And totally agree with finding nights the worst. I'll no doubt be up most of the night panicking in case anyone wants virtual company!!!
@ToastieSnowy how has today been? The symptoms coming and going has been the weirdest thing for me too. It makes me feel totally crazy and like I'm imagining them when they're there... does that make sense?! But, you can't imagine a high temperature, so that one's kind of definite! So sorry about the backache and dodgy gut. I have had same and very little appetite most of the week.
Thinking of everyone. This too shall pass. Merry Christmas 2020 eh?
Lots of healing wishes to all xoxoxox