It fills me with dread to think of the amount of people who will commit suicide if things go back to how they were before, everything locked down.
I don't know whether my own mental health can take that again. I have a disabled child who has only now, today, been given an appointment for nov 11 for something he has been waiting for - for the best part of a year. Delayed due to covid.
I have a chronic condition myself that I'm finally going to be seen for, in December. Delayed due to covid.
I have also only just got a new job working at one of the places that will probably be the first to close, after losing my once stable job all because of fucking covid.
I'm sick of it and I say that as somebody who has had the bastarding thing.
My good friends friend has recently been diagnosed with cancer, later than he would have been had it not been for covid.
I don't know what the answer is, I understand the risks, I just feel as though the restrictions will cause just as much a problem as the virus itself, what with people losing their livelihoods, deteriorating health because their conditions aren't being managed adequately, suicides through the roof.
Sadly I think our government has got more chance of platting piss than they have of the vast majority of people abiding by another lockdown.