Only got to page 8, but wanted to comment on the mental health issue...
I have been on anti anxiety meds and anti depressants for over 20 years, i have had many different types of counselling ie psychotherapy, cbt, group cbt, normal counselling, phone counselling, crisis team counselling... dealing with agorophobia and social anxiety.
I am working and have been for 4 years. My problem is - I am more than happy to stay in the house and isolate, I am more than happy to shut myself off, I already have deleted facebook and whatsapp because i can't be doing with peoples general shit.
I've finished work now for nearly 3 weeks, which is a relief so that I can stay at home and stay safe - however I am worried that in those coming weeks and when i need to leave the house again, I actually won't be able to.
I think work are sorting out some phone counselling for me over the period, so please don't assume all those who call MH are snow flakes.
I've fought long and hard to get to where I am now. I know I'm going to completely shut off - and I don't want to! It's going to be very difficult.
Love to all in all difficult situations, it's not easy for anybody.