So is everyone else!
Spoke at length with both a) my Palestinian ex [we may be divorced but are still close], and b) another close Palestinian friend tonight!
Long story short:
NOTHING of what is happening right now is making people feel more conciliatory or less angry!
My ex ... he always used to be quite horribly non-political! Somewhat ironically, when we were married, I used to have to basically drag him along to any event and protest, saying "mate, look, this is about you more than it is about me! If I am livid about what is happening to your people, surely you ought to be at the very least not pleased?!" ... he is - and I hate to say this, but it is true - essentially "pro-Hamas" nowadays! He says "they are the only ones who will stand up for us".
On the other hand, my friend has always been a fellow leftie! I first met him quite acidentally at some "call to all Internationals who happen to be here right now" meeting that I happened to be made aware of and attended (because I had had my first taste of "occupation" at that point, and was beginning to get angry). He taught me - in the middle of a refugee camp, when I was shell-shocked and heartbroken and angry and not, emotionally speaking, in a good place, to try and be less angry and more human! He introduced me to Palestinian left-wing thought. And to the first contacts I ever made among Israeli leftists!
He is angry, too! We had the most touching, heart-breaking conversation tonight that boiled down to "remember when you - arguably - were the one who made the difference because ... of course I was fucking radicalised after what I saw ... but you were the one who steered me towards radically human as opposed to the alternative ... if it had not been for you ... I do not know ... please follow me now, too - because you taught me well and you did a great job when I was so hurt that I just wanted to hurt people back. Please do me the honour of letting me lead you now - based on the same principles that you taught me!". And he did me the honour and "followed me back" now.
I know just how "messy" this all sounds ... it does because it is!
TL;DR: Gaza is so bad right now that even people who never would have thought they might even ... it just makes people horribly angry to the extent that they are not even "themselves" anymore!