hon im just reminding you what the rational stressy would have said and that is to be positive because i have now learned that a line is a line is a line!!
but we were in (weirdly) the exact same position. i mustve done a million tests but the ones that made my heart soar were the clearblue digital because it said outright - Pregnant. i did one of those a few days after my first faint bfp but in the meantime did first response, boots, internet cheapies etc.
Also depending on the supermarket, some of the cheapies can have a threshold of 50miu of hcg where others can be 20miu so you can imagine you'll get differing lines.
it must have been really end of week 5, 6 and now that ive been sick. only nauseous and tired.. boobs became sore only a week after bfp..
Here's my advice/what I learned for what its worth and this is eerie having been through such a similar thing with mmc, one AF, frantic 2ww, faint bfp, disbelief, utter panic and mixed feelings :
Right now you are pregnant and whatever will happen for better or worse, that's your little bean in there. I tried to deny it to myself and not be happy in a vain attempt to protect myself in case things go wrong but at the end of the day you cant protect yourself and even though the innocence of jumping up and down over bfps is gone, you owe it to this bean to be happy it's here and adjust your lifestyle accordingly and hope for the best.
I came to that conclusion after crying and feeling panicked and depressed after getting my bfp which i didnt expect.. and now ive said fcuk it, ive lucked up due dates, been to the dr and while ive been more restrained and not told many people and while of course i worry more, I'm trying to hope for the best..
hope you are ok xxx