Im back again for a whinge !!! Cant get to see my own doctor as she is only doing morning appointments then off on friday !!! I will just have to see anybody i can....Ive been feeling sick the last 3 afternoons, and im just feeling very down in the dumps at the mo, dont want to show it too much at home as DH has enough to cope with, we see the orthopedic surgeon tomorrow, hope he has something good to say. I dont want to give up TTCing but feel its fruitless at the mo and things are going against us . Bought yet another fertility charm, i am such a sucker eh !!
I could run away and hide right now, i just wanna eat shit and cry, ive not felt this bad for this long in a while, i know i should be happy with a beautiful healthy son and understanding husband, but i need something more in my life, i feel so empty and useless and just plain shit.....
Sorry my lovely ladies, just had to get rid of that
HC How you feeling now hun ??
Willmouse Has it sunk in fully, you lucky gal'
Detox Hope your keeping well hun xx
And hows things at the MJIM household ??
Hello and love to everyone else
D xx