I'm so effing confused. Hospital blood yesterday showed I'm not pregnant. How unbelievably unlucky would it be if out of the 20+ FRERs I've used I only ever got evaps at 10DPO and no other time? But I don't think it's possible for my HCG to be so low yesterday on bloods and then faintly detectable on a FRER today though? It means it would've had to quadruple overnight ?! GP said to still assume I might be pregnant because HCG might not be high enough yet but it makes no sense that way round because I know implantation was 7DPO (felt it and had pink CM) so HCG would've definitely been high enough in blood by yesterday if the pregnancy was continuing. It seems more likely that implantation failed really soon after and by yesterday blood HCG was already back down, but urine picks it up for longer apparently so maybe it just reached the detectable threshold in urine before it failed and I only detected it in urine after it had dropped in blood?
I'm devastated and just so confused. What are the chances of me having all the symptoms I'm getting, 2 cycles in a row, symptoms I categorically never get any other cycle, spotting starting on the day implantation would happen, when I never spot any other time, boob pain, headaches, all of this happens the only two times we've tried to conceive, and both of those times I get my only ever evaps at 10DPO each time? The chances are pretty stacked right? I don't know what to think. Progesterone is good, so ovulation confirmed and implantation isn't failing because of that, but something is happening immediately after implantation I think 😞
I feel frazzled and emotionally drained! I want to just think it was an evap this morning, but it seems so unlikely! But with the bloods how they were yesterday, if it wasn't an evap, it's not good news either way 😭