Thanks everyone, I'll be ok it's just more risky than we originally thought. Quite a shock to be told I need to consent to a hysterectomy and what the chances of haemorrhaging are. Baby has attached to wall rather than the endometrium so they will do their best but I'll be the 4th lady the hospital have done this procedure on in the last 3 years so it's tricky. They've only had 5 cases in total in that time, 1 had the methotrexate and the other opted to go ahead with the pregnancy and delivered at 28 weeks but needed a hysterectomy with the c section. I feel like I'm in a dream, how can I have lost 3 babies in 10 months for rare and unusual reasons. My luck makes me worry I'll end up with the hysterectomy! Maybe that's what it'll take though to help me draw a line under this.
@Kranke thanks for sharing your experience- do you by chance know what your hgc levels were? I'm not sure they'll offer me that option in reality, they said they don't want my hcg to be over 50,000 but it was already 20,000 on Monday and there's no timescale for the MRI even yet as they need a kidney function test back before the form can be sent. I agree with you about the enforced time out - that will be exactly what I need, I keep jumping straight back into this madness!
@bringmearainbow I used the easy at home ones for the first time last month and was fine with them, just confirmed with the clear blue when they showed high and for me they both gave the peak on the same day