TTC after miscarriage Thread 14 🌈✨💕💙

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@MrsC2018 ah thank you :) I know these things do happen to some women, I just can’t be positive enough to think that I would be one of them! Tonight’s test is the darkest so far

@LuckyMoonstone 🥳🥳🥳🌈

@LuckyMoonstone I’m feeling hopeful for you!

I caved and tested today at 8/9dpo
stared at it for a 5 mins at all angles and in all light. Stark white 😂 checked it an hour later and not even a hint of an indent, I know indents are common but I’ve never seen one on a frer. Will wait now until the weekend

@Mannymoomin was it a frer or a cheapy? That is still very early either way

I don’t think this mornings test is darker than yesterday evenings but I don’t think it’s lighter either (I hope). And that is only 12 hours apart so probably ok that there’s not much difference? I’m doing to try not to do anymore today!

@LuckyMoonstone it was a frer. Just too early I think, but @bringmearainbows shadows made me optimistic for myself 😂
its hard to tell on today’s one, but if you take out yesterday evenings and compare today’s with the one before yesterday’s then it’s clearly darker today!
I think when you test daily it’s harder to see line progression l, but take out every other day and you should see the difference

@LuckyMoonstone it's only 12 hours, wouldn't expect it to be darker.
Your lines are lovely. So happy for you, you absolutely deserve this! X

@usedtolovenaps thank you, I’m still a bit unsure about it because of the bleeding though… it’s not for definite yet!

@Mannymoomin sorry lovely for making you test early 🙈 I resisted the frer temptation this morning and Im having such bad feelings that it's still leftover hcg from my mc. I did look back at my 8dpo test from august and it's looks about the same faintness as yesterdays test. I'm in a horrible headspace today

@bringmearainbow so sorry that’s a horrible way to mess with your head, but, I didn’t think it’s possible to actually ovulate with hcg still in your system, so if you’ve definitely Od there can’t be any surely

@Mannymoomin yes you can with a little 🙈 the last frer I did was 16th dec and it still had a vvfl on it I just gave up testing after that my ic was negative. Started bleeding 20th dec and O was confirmed 31st dec with BBT. I mean I do think maybe it's unlikely but now I wish I had actually carried on testing with the frer to make sure they were negative 😩 I probably should have just taken a frer this morning but can't take the time back now so just gotta go with my crappy headspace and feelings for the day 🤦🏼‍♀️

Just catching up, been struggling mentally with it all and af got me today, trying to get in a positive mindset for this cycle.
Congratulations @LuckyMoonstone those lines look great
@bringmearainbow fingers crossed it’s a more obvious line for you tomorrow.
@Mannymoomin sorry about the bfn, hopefully a line will appear in the next few days for you.

@Bubblesandballoons don't worry I'm the same it's a mental head f**k I'm just about holding on to sanity ❤️

@MrsJGrealish pretty sure I lost all my sanity a long time ago 🤪🤣. So glad I have you lovely ladies to talk to. None of my immediate family had any issues conceiving, so as much as they are supportive they don’t really get it.

@Bubblesandballoons it is nice to have everyone to talk to. I'm in a horrible place today too must be something about today. Sorry AF got you she's a right cow 🙄

@bringmearainbow sorry things are so confusing for you right now! I really don’t think hcg from your previous pregnancy would still be in your system now. What is your plan for testing?
I am panicking because I don’t feel as pregnant today as I did yesterday or the day before. Although earlier this morning I was sick in my mouth a bit whilst talking to my friend 😂 I guess that’s a good thing?!

@LuckyMoonstone I think I'm just having a bad day tbh I had this thought the other night but I was better at dealing with it and told myself not to be silly and I'm sure it had left my system but it took so long to get a negative on the ic I'm questioning it and wish I had carried on testing with frer. I'm not usually so doom and gloom but today those hormones are kicking my butt big time. My plan is to do another frer in the morning but at this rate I'll be weeing on one as soon as I get home 🤦🏼‍♀️ I think if I had even a faint line on a ic I'd feel better but silly ol me didn't get sensitive ones they are 25miu femometer ones which I think might be one step brand. Haha who would have thought being sick in your mouth is a good thing 😂 but I agree good sign 🙊 I am weeing a lot more than normal today and def haven't drunk anymore than usual I do have lots of positive signs of early pregnancy just can't quite get into the believing stage just yet guess I'll have an answer Tomorrow

@bringmearainbow I'm off Thursday will be 9dpo so my poas obsession will start then. I defo do not think you have any residual hcg left either xx

@MrsJGrealish thanks lovely 🤞🏼 I'm glad I'm not alone in the addiction I certainly won't miss a day again it's been torture 😂 xx

@bringmearainbow I would wait until the morning if I were you but it is so hard not to give in! I feel really anxious today, I’ve tried to think positively all weekend but now I’m just like, my lines aren’t dark enough and I don’t feel sick enough and it’s probably a CP 😣

Just reading through everything. Congrats to all the new lines!

@LuckyMoonstone my 16/17dpo test looks similar to yours I’ll post it for reference it was an e@h too. I haven’t taken any since just so I don’t go mental with comparing.

@bringmearainbow fingers crossed for your line to get darker. I have high hopes!

i have had such bad nausea from my first faint positive (22/12) which I have never had in any pregnancy before. Roughly 6 weeks today. I have a reassurance scan booked with epu next week to see what’s going on in there, trying to be optimistic but as we know things can change so quickly 😭

hope everyone is ok!

@Luna57 aww congratulations!! Xx good luck with your scan 😊

@Luna57 thanks for posting, that is similar to mine. I’m 21dpo now so I was really hoping the lines would be as dark as the control line by now!

@Luna57 congratulations. Hope the scan goes well
@bringmearainbow sorry you are feeling bad too. I can’t see it being left over hcg, so I’m looking forward to seeing a clear line for you

Have any of you had the blood test done for sticky blood, APS I think it is. I had my bloods done in October and not heard back. Rang them today and was told they still weren’t back yet! Is this normal? Feels like the results should be in 2 months later 🤷🏼‍♀️

@Bubblesandballoons you would think so? I had that test done years ago. Test done mid November results back mid January along with plethora of other tests. And they sent them to a different hospital to read.