Hoping for BFP September/October

[mamazac]

Follow on thread from the previous one, will take as many as I can remember!

@Baby3herewego
@BellaTheDarkOverlord
@EdinburghGirl1
@Missgemini
@kizzy97
@Missgemini
@My2boysaremyworld

Fingers crossed for more BFP's!

Every little cramp or twinge I get I'm dreading it's AF coming and I actually do think she's coming today 😢xx

@My2boysaremyworld me too, had cramp this morning just a waiting game now

@Sophieleigh26 it's horrible isn't it. I normally start late afternoon xx

I have had two positive pregnancy test on the strip test I one on Tuesday when I was 10 dpo and one yesterday when I was 12 dpo which is at the top of this page I have rang my doctors yesterday and they told me to ring the community midwife's and the midwife said that I have to ring back next week as it is too early to register a new pregnancy as they said that I am only about 1-2 weeks so I have to ring next Wednesday or Thursday when I will be 18/19 dpo I have all the pregnancy symptoms sore breasts, headaches, nausea, dizziness, fatigue,increased discharge going to the toilet a lot and heighten sense of smell mood swings I have 6 children already so I know all the symptoms and it is a BFP not a indent line sorry for the rant but I have put the picture on a site on Facebook and I have been told it is a positive as another girl got the same on the strip test and she said she done quite a few and if it an indent line they disappear after 24 hours and my line is still there I will be seeing the midwife after when I have spoken to them they said once they have registered my pregnancy they will ask me to come into clinic and have a dating scan @JaneGnR88 I'm not having a go I just know that it's not an indent line xx

Af's turned up 😭😭 devestated is an understatement, 1 year ttc now 😭

Oh no, so sorry @kizzy97!

cd10 today. Blank circle on a CB OV test.

So sorry. Around the same length of time here too and it's gutting every month isn't it?

@kizzy97 so sorry it is an upsetting milestone, I know. I hit it with DS. Really, really hope you get your BFP soon!!!! I think I'm just waiting on AF too.... the cramping and spotting has stopped. But I just don't feel hopeful!!!

@kizzy97 so sorry, sending hugs xx

Sorry AF has arrived @kizzy97 its so so disappointing

So sorry @kizzy97 😞 hope you're ok

Still no AF but defo feels like the cramps 😩xx

@mamazac both my test where just like yours on the strip ones congratulations again

@kizzy97 so, so sorry. I hope you're doing ok, as ok as you can be.

@My2boysaremyworld I hope you're not too on edge about it and find out either way sooner than later.

Another nightmare/bad dream last night. Dreaming a lot at the mo'. Hubby asked if I wanted a wine last night, I had to point out that it's a possibility I could be pregnant, so no...I almost forgot myself at first though. Been so long since I was in this position.

@DiscipleMama thank you. Still no AF but cramping. I'm so irritable and keep snapping a lot!! Xx

Just had a complete meltdown.

God this is so hard isn't it, worse every month 😞

@wellhelloitsme I see it's been around a year for you. Gosh I am sorry. It must feel so hard - I guess suggesting taking time 'off' (not paying attention but not preventing) just sounds frustrating too because you want it so badly?
I wish I had some words of wisdom.

Thank you, I really appreciate that

About a year, yeah. It's so hard. Just panicking now I think.

And went down the silly rabbit hole of googling statistics and IVF success rates etc.

If I knew 100% it would definitely happen at some point, I could honestly wait years.

It's the not knowing and the panic I think that overwhelmed me today.

Sorry for bringing down the thread btw, that was very self indulgent of me!

@wellhelloitsme you can rant here, it's a safe place where we all understand. I totally get it, been TTC for 2 years with a miscarriage in April. Please try and stay positive. It took my nearly 4 years to conceive my eldest xx

Thank you so much

I'm so glad you have your little one, four years must have been heartbreaking.

And really hoping it happens again for you as soon as possible, got everything crossed for you.

Oh to have a crystal ball so we could plan knowing what would happen otherwise!

@wellhelloitsme rant away. It took me 2 years to concieve my son. I went through my gp after about a year and it did actually help to start getting the tests done, took my mind off it in a weirs way.
But this is a safe space, we rant, we support and we root for each other.

Thank you

I think that would really help, just feeling like something was proactively happening.

Having a scan for fibroids next week (because on top of the disappointment every time my period starts, the pain and heaviness is unreal) so that will be one thing done as I think it'll help establish if endo could be a factor. If so it'll be another diagnosis to add to my list 😂

Isn't it crazy how many invasive tests we have before they even look at testing blokes!

Maybe we'll get a private test done re sperm count, I'm assuming they're just as helpful as NHS ones?

@wellhelloitsme I'm lucky Iv got 2 DS but they didn't come easy. Trying for my first with my OH as he has no children but if you ask him he says Iv got 2 sons. I'm due AF today and nothing yet just some cramping. I'm evil at the moment and don't know why. Been so irritable all week to the point I can't stand my OH getting close to me which is making me sad xx

@wellhelloitsme Iv got endometriosis and PCOS . I had ovarian drilling done when trying for my first and had polyps burnt off too. Hoping yours is something that can be easily fixed xx