TTC after Miscarriage Thread 8

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Just starting this as last thread nearly full💕🌈

@LuckyMoonstone omg I'm late to this one - do it! Let us know how it goes (I defo see a line in that last pic too!) 🤞

I’m a fucking idiot. Negative clear blue and now bleeding. I don’t know why my body did this to me. Genuinely spent the last 4 days feeling pregnant. Nausea all day, chronic tiredness, sore boobs. And all for nothing. I really thought I’d done it this month. Why did I even bother feeling hopeful.

@LuckyMoonstone so sorry. Your not an idiot we would have all done the same

@LuckyMoonstone like AF bleeding? If so I'm so sorry 😞 100% what @mummatara said. I would have tested too..defo not an idiot Xx

@mummatara I just don’t get it. Why would I feel this way if I wasn’t pregnant.

@MrsGrealish yeah pretty much. I normally get some warning by way of weird squeezy cramps but Ive had nothing.

@LuckyMoonstone honestly our bodies are utter arseholes to us 99% of the time

@LuckyMoonstone ahh I'm so sorry lovely. Definitely AF or could it be spotting, did u say you're 10DPO?? My body has 💯 played tricks on me in previous cycles.I've even had the nausea first thing which is sooo cruel xx

@calimc83 yeah 10dpo. I had implantation bleeding at 10dpo last time but it was very light and quite obviously implantation. This isn’t heavy but it’s heavier. I literally still feel sick now, I don’t know why I had to feel this way just to be let down.

@LuckyMoonstone oh hun, I'm sorry. It sucks.

@LuckyMoonstone so sorry! What a way to mess you around! You are definitely not an idiot x

@LuckyMoonstone it's truly shit..is AF normally this early for you? x

Ahh, so sorry @LuckyMoonstone xxx

@calimc83 yeah ever since my miscarriage my LP has been about 10 days rather than 14. I think 11 has been the longest and 7 the shortest. Feel like something is wrong with me :(

Thanks everyone for being so kind. I feel so bloody stupid, but I was so hopeful for this cycle :( I’ve had a good cry and a cuddle with DH and DS

I’m genuinely shocked, I can’t believe I felt the way I did and I’m not pregnant 😕

So I went to the bathroom before bed, and i decided to look at the test I took this afternoon. It has a line. Now, I know full well that anything outside of a 5 minute window should be disregarded, never mind 5 hours. But I have taken clear blue tests before when I haven’t been pregnant, and I’ve kept those negative tests, and over the space of hours or even days they have never ever shown a line like that. They have remained stark blank. So why the hell have I got a test with a line. Honest to god I have kept about 3 negative clear blues for days in my bedside table before and they have never ever brought up a line. What the actual fuck.

@LuckyMoonstone really hoping this mornings test shows the same, I have everything crossed for you xx

@LuckyMoonstone Hope u are ok today lovely?? That test does look pretty positive to me 😬 can u get another Frer today or try a cheat again tomorrow if u can hang on?? U know I'm sure my LP has also shortened since my MC xx

@LuckyMoonstone Did you test again this morning? :D

I felt sick yesterday and told myself that if I did again this morning that I'd use my Clear Blue Ultra Early. Last night I had a dream about having a positive test and when I woke up this morning I felt the same as yesterday so I decided to give it a go (11dpo).

Kinda wish I waited now. There's a faint blue line which I can see and so can my notoriously poor line spotter of a husband but neither of us believe it 😂He's going to get me some FRERs today so I can take one tomorrow morning. I've got a weeks indicator digi as well but I'll save that for if I miss my period on Thursday.

I don't know. It will probably come to nothing. Last month AF started randomly at 11dpo so maybe I won't even last the day haha.

still bleeding and temp is down so there’s no point doing another test. It’s over. I’m just still really shocked at that line, like I said that has never happened to me before, I’ve had negative tests that have just stayed blank for days.

@LuckyMoonstone Wow that is surprising as that line you posted was really obvious! I'm sorry :(

@LuckyMoonstone so sorry..possibly a chemical do u think? X

@TheBirdintheCave 😬😬😬 ohhhh..have u a pic of the test?! X

@calimc83 yeah maybe 😕