Crazy gang part..errr f*ck who knows anymore!

[Missgoldilocks]

Hey @Danni2019 @Mumofboys17 @LAnna20 @lv1987 @katie1109

I don't know if I missed anyone sorry!! Please tag others of you notice any missing xx


I got my peak two days late today is cd17 but I got it thank god along with a lot of ewcm today. Didn't manage to dtd last night I fell asleep and my OH didn't wake me up grrrrrr but we dtd from cd13 to cd15 and will dtd twice tonight! Hope that does it!!

[LAnna20]

@Danni2020 sorry to hear this and you are quite right to feel how you do, but like Mumofboys17 said everyone has their moments and says things they don't mean or it's taken the wrong way. If you haven't already explain to him how it made you feel and hopefully you can put it to the back of your mind x

[Danni2020]

@Mumofboys17 and @LAnna20 thanks for your comments. After reflecting on it today feeling a bit better about it and hoping it was just a spur of the moment thing. Although he has been in a mood most of this evening as well and already said how he made me feel last night. Was hoping he might of came home and apologised tonight but no such luck. He is very stubborn and never thinks he does wrong. I'm sure we will get back to a good place eventually just been a difficult couple of days. Sometimes I think men also have PMS days too! X

[Missgoldilocks]

@Danni2019 men aren't as emotionally in tune as we are 😬 they are such idiots sometimes I'm also arguing with my partner except my one never has anything to say just bloody ignores me obviously emotionally stunted!! It can really grind your gears but I hope you guys will work it out we all say things we don't mean but it's hard not to take it to heart when it's your partner! Especially during Ttc like its not hard enough but try not to get down xx

How is everyone else? I'm 6dpo today nothing to report just ovary pain which is usual no sore nipples like I usually get after I ovulate though. I might go back to tracking temp since my sons back at school and I'm getting up at the same time every day. Urgh I'm just proper sick of this now can't be assed for it all and I've ate like an absolute pig over the weekend 😂🐷😅😅

[BFP2020]

@Danni2020 Men are eegits I had an argument with mine last night too he was trying to convince me that I knew his bank log in details and got very angry with me because i told him I didn't and that I set them up(I didn't because I know 100% he had to do it himself)He is now getting the silent treatment until he apologises normally I give in first but I'm holding strong this time.

[BFP2020]

Here's my little 🥜 9 weeks today nice strong heartbeat 💓

[Missgoldilocks]

@BFP2020 ahh that's lovely chick 😍😍😘😘 so exciting!! xxx

@Sunflower2019 also congrats to you beaut!! He's gorgeous xxxxx

[LAnna20]

@BFP2020 ahh happy 9 weeks 😍 X
@Missgoldilocks 6dpo is still early don't lose hope. I'm 10dpo and had some very light spotting on wiping when I got up this morning (barely noticeable) but nothing since. Not that unusual for me. AF is due Fri and spotting usually starts 2/3 days before so I expect it will get heavier tomorrow x

[BFP2020]

@LAnna20 A friend of mine had issues conceiving and had spotting before AF and when she went to the doctor after 12 months they gave her progesterone and she was pregnant within 2 months of taking it. Have you had the day 21 progesterone bloods done? x

[BFP2020]

@Missgoldilocks Thanks It was so clear moving and all. xx
I know how your feeling I always just knew around 6/7 DPO due to pains that I was out but try stay positive because I still had the pains the month I got my BFP. xx

[LAnna20]

@BFP2020 no I've not had any tests done yet was waiting until the 12 month mark before I made an appointment . Thank you I will bear it in mind as I'd never heard of that before. X

[Missgoldilocks]

@LAnna20 have you been spotting anymore? Xx

[LAnna20]

@Missgoldilocks yes brown spotting now , expect it will continue into tomorrow and then AF will arrive in force Friday 😑. On a positive note atleast my cycles seem to have maybe got into a routine. Feeling pretty rubbish about it this month but onto cycle 12 it will be. How are you? X

[Missgoldilocks]

@LAnna20 ahh I'm so sorry to hear that 😣 it is really crap. I spoke to the doctor today on the phone and she did make me feel a bit better, she was so lovely and understanding. She said it's completely normal to take up to 2 years of trying for a baby and only then would they say it's abnormal. I know its a long hard slog and it just feels like forever but that did make me feel better because past the 12 month mark I was just getting so down. We will get there xx

[LAnna20]

@Missgoldilocks ah that is good to hear, well done for ringing them sounds like it helped. Did they suggest that you try anything?
But you are right we will get there ☺️ xx

[Missgoldilocks]

@LAnna20 all she said was if you sat in a room of fertility specialists they would say most people don't have enough sex. You need to have sex 3 times a week every week... So maybe the SMEP plan is good to try. Other than that she said I wouldn't tell you to relax because how can you? She told me to continue to try to lose weight and see if it helps and she also said your hormones change all the time so it could have been easy for you to get pregnant before but now your hormones aren't the same etc. She gave me time to talk nunber also so that I could talk to someone about my feelings x

[LAnna20]

@Missgoldilocks I can't be bothered with 3 times a week every week 😂 but maybe it's the way forward. Certainly sounds like the chat with her helped which is great xx

[Missgoldilocks]

@LAnna20 yeah lol except I'm still losing my mind hahaha at 8dpo and every little thing or feeling I'm like 😬 for gods sake lol trying to lose weight while going through this is a losing battle because I eat for comfort haha but I will try. Its my sons birthday tomorrow so at least I'll have then and the weekend to completely take my mind off it xx

[Missgoldilocks]

BTW everyone don't use isoflavones jesus I feel so bloated and it's given me so much spots I had a cry yesterday because I feel so ugly! It's really messed with my hormones x

[Danni2020]

Well thyroid levels still raised at 4.8 and need to ideally be under 3 but it's a vast improvement from where I started. Yet another increase in medication. Hopefully this pushes the levels under 3 and I can get my BFP. Maybe next cycle but recon it takes time for new medication to kick in so could be the cycle after before levels are down again. This is so exhausting. Then when my levels are down again I might not even fall pregnant there could be something else going on. I have to find the positives from somewhere and just have to keep thinking I will hopefully get there at some point.

Fingers crossed for you this cycle @Missgoldilocks. @LV1987 where are you in your cycle I have lost track x

[Danni2020]

Definitely need to start doing this my kind always wonders into the future. Need to be present right now x

[Missgoldilocks]

@Danni2020 it's so exhausting 😬 I find myself tidying up and thinking about being pregnant it's so shit. We've been here too long to be like yeah this is fun let's be positive 😂😅😅 I just can't! I've put on so much weight and I'm going up and down trying to lose it and feeling sad I'm not pregnant and putting on 2 kg again etc just a mind fuck. I had such bad period pains yesterday I'm pretty sure my period will come on Sunday the usual day instead of 3 days later due to ovulating late. Anyway what more can we do except keep trying and having bloody sex 😔💐 sorry I sound so bloody negative but for fuck sake!
Super glad your levels are coming down that's so good you'll get a bfp soon xxxx

[Missgoldilocks]

Hi everyone how are we all?

I tested and its negative due on tomorrow so yeah. Just needed to test because I can't think about it anymore x

[BFP2020]

@Missgoldilocks I'm sorry it's negative. It's shit. But exactly like you said all you can do is try stay positive and keep DTD. It just takes that bit longer for some of us. Took me 2 years first time and 20 months second time. It will happen

[BFP2020]

@Danni2020 Hey how are you? When is AF due for you?

@LV1987 How are you?

@Mumofboys17 How are you have you got you scan appointment date?

[Missgoldilocks]

@BFP2020 thank you xxx I've surprised myself I'm not that sad this cycle I'm just getting on with it and starting to feel a bit happier which is better than I've felt in an long time! Xxx