Crazy gang part..errr f*ck who knows anymore!

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Hey @Danni2019 @Mumofboys17 @LAnna20 @lv1987 @katie1109

I don't know if I missed anyone sorry!! Please tag others of you notice any missing xx

I got my peak two days late today is cd17 but I got it thank god along with a lot of ewcm today. Didn't manage to dtd last night I fell asleep and my OH didn't wake me up grrrrrr but we dtd from cd13 to cd15 and will dtd twice tonight! Hope that does it!!

Well ladies I've just done another LH strip and a HCG strip! Here are the results..

I can't quite believe it..absolutely petrified somethings going go wrong again! CD51 today..

@Boo2020 this is amazing news!!! So happy for you. Try to just enjoy being in this moment and take each day at a time. Congratulations ❤ xx

@Boo2020 fan-bloody-tastic news! So happy for you. Try to relax & enjoy the moment xxx

@Danni2020 @Ange211 thank you so much 💖..how are you ladies getting on?

I've been out to get a clearblue (how many weeks) test because of my long ass cycle, I won't use that till the end of the week though..

This was another cheapie done 40 mins ago..

Still cannot believe it..

@Boo2020 aw fab! Honestly so so chuffed for you.
I’m about 7-9dpo (ish) haven’t used sticks this month but I have a fairly regular cycle. Had a dull crampy sensation yesterday so I’m pretty hopeful that was implantation 🤞

@Ange211 oh fabulous stuff! I've got everything crossed for you! 🤞🏾🤞🏾🤞🏾 keep us updated xx

@Ange211 when are you thinking of testing?

How is everyone? X

@Boo2020 af not due for another week so I’ll probably start testing anyway now 🤣🤣🤣
Just can’t help myself!
How you doing? X

*any day

@Ange211 😂 definitely, I got a positive on 10DPO so I say anytime after that really...what are you now?

Yeah I'm not bad, trying to take my mind of worrying 😩 and also been trying to get a appointment for the midwife, my clinic is useless though 😒

According to Ovia I’m 7 dpo today (I thought more like 10/11 but I didn’t opk) Took a test anyway - bfn of course. I accidentally ordered another batch of cheapies from eBay not remembering I had just got a batch from Amazon last month so I have 60 to piss through - might as well test early & often 🤣
Been having what I can only describe as period type cramps last couple of days so no longer as hopeful x

@Ange211 I had cramping around that time with both my BFP so hopefully that's a good sign 🤞🏾..

@Danni2020 how are you doing?

Rang the midwife clinic (reception) today for appointment, just got wait till they get in touch in the next couple of days for a appointment date, I just want some reassurance with my 12 week scan (got a long wait I know) but hopefully they will take it that I'm 8 weeks now (first day of my last period) although I think I'm about 6 weeks going off my ovulation, I may have it around the beginning of June fingers crossed x

@Boo2020 yes hopefully they’ll date from your lmp so you get your first scan a bit quicker!
Could always get an early private one if that would reassure you? I qualify for the dubious honour of an early reassurance scan due to my hx of recurrent mc 😳
I’ve another bfn - Ovia says test in 5 days but I’m just not thinking this is my month.

@Boo2020 have you used your clear blue digi yet?
@Danni2020 how you doing? Is it just us left???

@ange211 it's not over yet so check a few days, got everything crossed for you! I actually used the clear blue a few days ago, it said 2-3 weeks but this morning there was light red blue on wiping 😢 I'm so nervous, should I call up the EPU?

@danni2020 it does seem like there is only us 3 🤔

@Boo2020 no harm in calling them they might scan you if you are 6 weeks. (And if not one of those private places will)
I think as long as you’re not also cramping it’s not necessarily anything to worry about (although I’m under no illusions that of course you will naturally worry!)
Absolutely everything crossed for you xxx

Yes I think it is just us 3 left. @Boo2020 definitely call as you can get an early scan for reassurance would be good to get a 6 week scan to check all is progressing well.
I'm fine in fw ovulation probably in a couple of days time so in the fun bit at the moment.

Keep us updated with everything both of you x

@Boo2020 hows things today? Xx

@Ange211 @Danni2020 what a night I have had 😔..
So me and my partner already arranged to go see his family this weekend down Essex, we set off yesterday, in the mean time I had called the EPU and midwife and because we were half way down to Essex she said she would advise me go the A&E in Essex! I was there for 4 hours, they took my bloods and did a scan (not internally), she couldn't see anything but Said it maybe because I was early, she then told me because I've been up here so long ( and I really didn't want to stay there any longer) that the gynecologist would ring me in the morning to call me back for another scan, well they called this morning and said my HCG was low and that I needed to call the EPU (back home) to get my bloods done again and a scan..

Crying this morning I'm so fed up 😢 I really feel like I can't go through this again.

I've just walked to the shop to get a clear blue, the last one said 2-3 weeks so I'm guessing if that's gone down I must be losing it..im just in limbo now and we don't get back home till Monday! But I'm going do the test now..

I've had no pain (like my last miscarriage) just a stitch like feeling at the top of my stomach and the blood isn't clotted its brown/red like old blood and just spotting..

I'm literally just in limbo and im going out for my bloody mind, my emotions are all over the place..

The only way I can describe the spotting is at the very end of AF and there is hardly anything there, obviously it started yesterday morning and now it's completely brown and a half a teaspoon on my pad..

Just attached the clearblue and its saying what it said 6 days ago..

Oh @Boo2020 I really feel for you.
Try not to panic (I know that’s impossible) BUT positives:

1. “low” hcg is relative as long as it doubles every 48 hours the number is arbitrary. They have nothing to refer it against.
2. You are only 4-5 weeks according to your cb digi so you wouldn’t expect to see anything on a scan at this stage
3. No pain
4. Old brownish blood nothing fresh or clotting indicates ib rather than anything

more sinister Negatives: 1.You’re not at home & that’s always unsettling

1. No one can give you a definitive answer
2. It’s a waiting game at this stage

I think at this stage bloods repeating on Monday will give you more of an idea what’s going on than a scan. I have everything crossed for you xxx

CB holding steady HAS to be a good sign!
Sorry if you don’t want to share this info but did you dtd at all before the spotting? I had a cervical erosion during my second pregnancy and I would spot a bit at random times but mostly after dtd

@Boo2020 just sending you massive hugs and keeping everything crossed for you it is so difficult the waiting part. Just try to enjoy your time in Essex as much as you can to take your mind off things which is easier said than done I know x

@Ange211 you have literally put my mind at ease, thank you so much your so right with the pros and cons ❤

And thank you @Danni2020 it really means a lot to have you both here ❤

As for dtd I haven't no, but just come from speaking to both hospitals and my blood level for HGC is at 449 and my progesterone level is at 49.9 as of yesterday so I am still pregnant, she thinks I'm really early going off when I ovulated, she said about it makes it roughly 2-3 weeks which she said makes sense, my local EPU have booked me a appointment for tesusday morning (after bloody literally having to speak to the ward manager) because I've not been referred from my doctor or midwife, they said they would want to see that number for my levels double on Tuesday then that will confirm what basically Essex hospital have said..that I am in fact just early in my pregnancy. She also said it definitely could be IB as its now died off and brown..

Fingers crossed it doubles...its going be the longest wait of my life..xx