Hoping for a new year miracle!

[Jonesbabynumber1]

We’ve had some beautiful success stories so hoping they continue.

I read a lot on it before I got my bfp @dizzy85 and there seems to be a lot of positive stories surrounding it! I'm ok thank you, have had migraines for weeks so feeling crappy but the silver lining is worth it. Still not for passed the anxiety of worrying something is wrong like 🤷🏽‍♀️ how are you doing?

@ceebee21 I’m so glad they’ve referred you must be nice to feel that you may get some answers. Cycle 6 was another failure. I didn’t need to test AF showed up two days early at the wedding I was at. It was a big kick in stomach the one day I wasn’t thinking about it and boom a reminder. By the end of night I was an Emotional wreck not helped by the “when will you be having kids questions”. So today I’m hungover, emotional and Having some really bad cramps. Plus my cats having a reaction to his medication. It has been a shitty few days. I hate the person I’m becoming I’ve always been so positive but just feel miserable. So......I’ve booked the holiday to Mauritius for my 30th in May so my two month break starts now.

@Jonesbabynumber1 i really am sending you so much luck for the future! You deserve a good holiday! Please take some time for yourself and remember your self care and I baby dust for that bfp when your ready to try again 🥰

Morning all, just catching up had a hectic week.
@ceebee21 that's great they're actually listening to you and willing to help, I'm gonna mention this to my dr as I do have a couple of autoimmune disorders and see what he thinks. When is your appointment for the clinic?

@BabyB19 hope your feeling abit better now? I can understand that feeling of worry, hopefully that does go eventually tho and you can start enjoying it more. I'm def gonna try the acupuncture next month if nothing happens this month. I'm all good Thankyou, 4/5 DPO now hopefully this is the month lol

@Jonesbabynumber1 aw I'm so sorry af came. I hope your ok. How are you feeling about having a break? Your birthday holiday sounds amazing I'm jealous 🥳

@Jonesbabynumber1 I'm so sorry about AF. Glad to hear about your holiday - it sounds amazing. Just take some time to relax and look forward to it!

@dizzy85 I am not sure yet, I am waiting for my letter, which should hopefully come this week.

I am back in fertile week, so still just trying and hoping for the best... If we don't try we will never know what could have been!!

I'm just glad to know that I will be seen sooner rather than later if you know what I mean.

Definitely worth speaking to your GP, I was really surprised that she was willing to refer me, but so glad she has x

@ceebee21 yer it's still worth trying whilst you wait. I think I'm gonna make an app with a lady dr instead of my usual man one then at least I'll know she will understand more when I talk about hormones aswell.
Hopefully we just get bfps this month though and we don't need to go through all that 🤞🏻 I'm gonna start testing Thursday/Friday.

@dizzy85 I don't think I will OV until Wednesday, so won't be testing until next weekend! Fingers crossed for both of us.

Fed up with it all now haha

@ceebee21 definitely fingers and toes and everything crossed for us both 😊 I am fed up with it all too lol. I have been quite relaxed this tww up until last night, I had some random spotting when I wiped so my brains automatically thinking implantation, I usually get pre af spotting that starts around cd 24ish and last night was cd19 so now I'm overthinking it and the madness has begun again 😂

@dizzy85 fingers crossed it is good news for you. It's hard not to attach yourself to every bit of hope.

I got my letter through today and my appointment is on the 16th March, cant quite believe how quick it is to be honest, finally a bit of positive news x

@ceebee21 it is hard but I'm not gonna get excited until I see them 2 lines coz my bodies given me false hope too many times now. Is it ovulation day for you today?
Oh wow that was really quick for your appointment that's great, I look forward to hearing how they can help you. If I'm out this month then I'm gonna get onto my dr.

@dizzy85 Still not got positive OPK on CB digital, although the test strips look pretty positive to me, so may well be tomorrow.

I do OV either CD15 or CD16 and today is 15.

So much waiting around!

@ceebee21 hopefully you get your positive opk tomorrow then. It is constant waiting this ttc business 😂 I'm gonna do a test tomorrow coz I'm bored of waiting now

@dizzy85 got positive OPK this afternoon so count tomorrow as OV. I normally have a 10 or 11 day LP so will be testing around sun/mon week. I dont blame you, have you got an FRER x

@ceebee21 yay to the positive opk!! I did a frer this morning and it was bfn which I expected as it's really early, will try again tomorrow I just bought some new tests to try their boots early ones says can be used 5 days before they were on offer buy one get one half price so thought I'd give them ago and save my last frer.

Yep, I don't really know how I feel. I really want a BFP but equally wonder if it will ever stick!!! We will see I guess xx

@ceebee21 I know exactly how you feel, I thought after having the mmc that was just a sad unfortunate thing but maybe that would be it and everything will be fine but then after the CP it's really made me doubt my body, but I'm still trying to stay positive because we really don't know what's going to happen, it is hard but we have to have hope that it will happen otherwise we will get more stressed and that's not good. Xx

@dizzy85 Exactly the same.

Have you taken another test yet?

I'm now officially in the TWW - the first two weeks always seem to go so quickly, then this takes a lifetime x

@ceebee21 I did another test and it was bfn again but I'm only 9dpo so still early. That's good your in the tww now! It does take forever but for me this time seems to have gone quick for once I think coz I started testing so early it's made it feel quicker coz I'm not waiting to test, but I have spent a fortune on tests though which is the only downside.

@dizzy85 100% I don't think I will be able to afford a baby by the time I have one, due to the amount I would've spent beforehand.

I have looked into private NK cell testing, which is my next step I think in the summer if nothing happens on the NHS.

x

@ceebee21 how you getting on? Ive just been getting bfns the last few days af due Wednesday I've got to that point now where I'm sure I'm out.
I'll have to have a read up about the NK testing see what's it's all about.

@dizzy85 I'm fine, only 4dpo at the moment, I know towards the end of the week I will be desperate to test... at the same time, it is the time where you are ever hopeful that it could be positive!

Sorry to hear about the BFN's - it is so disappointing.

Yes, have a read about them, specifically Dr Shehata - I have booked in to see him, but am pushing the appointment back to summertime, to allow for my NHS appointments first, in case they can help!

Do you have any auto immune problems?

@ceebee21 hey, how you doing have you resisted the urges to test yet? I've had constant bfns still, af was due today but no signs yet, I normally wake up to her but nothing so far🤷‍♀️

I shall definitely have a read, I do have psoriasis which is an autoimmune disease I get it quite bad.

@dizzy85 hiya, i'm ok thanks - have resisted so far, but still only 6dpo so would just be a waste to test atm.. come Friday it may be different.

Yes do, he seems to be very successful, but also very expensive!

Annoying about AF - when you have BFN, you just want AF to arrive and move on. x

@ceebee21 how are you getting on?