@purplefig crazy journey indeed. I was so naive to it all, and I too was so taken back when I reacted to my first BFN...it really is an emotional rollercoaster which I have learnt you just need to ride!
The OPKs really do help, so do the apps. We really wanted nature to just do its thing, but not worked out that way for us.
Just looked up that book and going to order it! Looks like a good distraction for this months tww! Xxx