The Hut of Gl/doom part IV- it's still never going to happen- but ^in^ ^style^, yes

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After all that desert sand, we are in serious need of slightly damper place...

This one is a hamam, complete with essential oils and thick Turkish towelling bath sheets. Mosaics on the floors, marble pools. You get the picture. It still needs some decorating though.

We have had a few graduates (OK, quite a few), which is good, but time to dust off the old Hut for those of us who are still barren.

MsLucy, does this mean that you had happy wee? How lovely. I'm not even sure it's wee that I'm producing as these weestix are just not telling me anything. I just can't bring myself to go to the EWCM testing.

Hi Babybratt, and all

Sorry you are feeling the strain today, its just is crap sometimes, isn't it?

Keep going though, its not as though all hope is lost at all. I know what you mean about being surrounded by pregnant teens though. Where in Manchester do you live? If you would rather not say that is finr, just that I am from Tameside...?

Hi Kensgirl I don't mind Im from Failsworth, my best friend is from Ashton Under Lyne so that is not far from you.

The silly thing is I know I will be fine in a couple of days. I wont give up but I may just give up all the silly testing for a short time.

yes I had a happy wee!!!

My hormones were fine when I had them tested. I'm pretty sure I ov most months as symptoms consistent.

Think I might be a bit messed up after a c-section - apparently they can result in lots of scar tissue which makes implantation hard.

DH sperm could be better - he's given up the fags so that will help.

Will let you know what's going on after my hosp appt on 16th.

Hi Guys this is my first visit to the hut only been trying for three months but I know its going to be a fth as both me and my Dh were ill over the time I oved and only managed it once AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH god thats better this is crappy although I know no where near as long as a lot of you still feels crappy

honey I felt crappy last summer when it was only a few months.

feel free to moan as much as you like.

I think I have ov'd in the last couple of days - lots of ewcm. Can't be arsed to do wee sticks, but I'm very regular so I know it's about the right time.

Poor dh has been on duty. He was absolutely shattered last night and still made a heroic effort.

I felt really sorry for the poor bastard.

I'm cd15 today so will pester him tonight and maybe tomorrow as well.

Then I can leave him alone!

lol Bless him even though I felt shitty I still tried to make my DH do the job but he wouldnt he said if we are both ill we will make an unwell baby

He may have a point!

Aaaaaaaaargh!!!!!!

Feeling crap, it's fucking raining again and I'm on day 3 of my cycle. What could be better?

want some vodka?

Right well that is it AF has arrived and that is another egg down the drain. This tcc is torture.

CD1 AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but Im eating my weight in chocolate and a lovely bottle of wine just cos I can.

Seriously will it ever stop raining?

I'll have a glass for you guys.

baby I know what you mean I do sometimes think that little one will never be becsue I couldnt get the time right!

shit bb

yet another entry for lissie's crap doctors here

Lissie, that's terrible Given how competitive it is to get into medicine you'd think that the ones who'd got on and through would actually be decent.

think we should start a league table for rubbish medical staff.

oops! The mysterious Kayjayel commenting on your medical disasters was me in disguise, Lissie (Just in case you were wondering who the hell it was!)

how are you impatience?

Pretty good, thanks Lissie. Life seems to be returning to normal for me, and I'm feeling increasingly relaxed about TCC and FTC. I'm really enjoying just having the one child at the moment, and appreciate all the things we can do with him that we couldn't if we had a baby. So that's all very upbeat! Of course, we'll see how I feel in a couple of weeks or so as period approaches...

I'm trying to get my primary tests done at the hospital, but when I phoned on CD1 they said they couldn't fit me in that month, and I'll be away at CD21 so will have to get bloods done next month. It's frustrating. But life on the whole is good.

good, when do you get your results of your exams?

Just making a very fleeting visit to let you all know that I just got a bfp. Obviously not going to be over celebratory cos I've literally only just tested and found out, plus we all know only too well that things can, and often do, go wrong. DP says I can't tell anyone (understandably)but I insisted that I be allowed to tell on MN.
Oh, and just incase Marmitemad happens to read this post (which I doubt, but you never know!) then you can tell me that you know, but you musn't tell anyone else!

Best wishes Feedmenow

I was going to come into the hut (armed with plenty of tasty treats!) plonk down and have a bloody good moan. But I see Feedmenow's news, and it made me smile. So I won't ruin the moment with a mardy-arsed tirade. I'll save it for later.

Have been super busy, hope everyone is ok...

Oh FMN that's fantastic!

(exam results mid Aug Lissie, but that's not nearly as interesting as FMN's bfp!)

oh FMN, so pleased for you!

Thank you all. It feels very bizarre - at discovery of previous pg's I have been over the moon but this is odd. I suppose that now I know that mc happens (I mean, I always knew it happened. I just never knew it could happen to me, IYSWIM)I can't help but feel rather reserved incase anything bad happens. So I'm just planning to take one day at a time. But it's horrible that a happy event can feel so tarnished by events of the past........
Anyway, as with many others, I'm planning to loiter cos I'm far too scared of a/n threads so you may just find me lurking in the corner occasionally {grin]
Have just been to sainsburys so stocked up on some Gu chocolate puds for you all, and some tequila to wash it down with.