Hi girls,
I'm so sorry I've been so silent, I am awful at keeping up with emails and messages. But just been having a catch up and Magpie I was so sorry to hear your news and like the others have said, massive kudos to you for picking yourself up like you have done. I had an MMC last year and found it so tough, but like you say, it's just a case of hanging on till the right sperm meets the right egg, I think that sums it up perfectly.
Chips I'm sorry AF came, and if I ever figure out how to stop myself symptom spotting like a crazy woman I promise I will let you know, but have a feeling that will never happen! It's impossible when you're so attuned to your body. Having taken things hard last cycle I've been wondering what I can do at the end of this one to avoid getting my hopes up so much and analysing every last tweak and twinge, I think my only conclusion is that I need to try and be as busy as humanly possible so it flies by fast.
I'm not tracking OV but we're roughly around the time at the moment so DTD in full swing. I think this is the part of the cycle when I feel most relaxed and positive, as D-Day is still way off and everything feels easier to put to the back of my mind.
In other news, my hubby came home the other night all fired up about an article he'd found on IVF funding (like, 'baby or your money back' schemes). Anyway it's got me thinking, coz I had pretty much convinced myself I wouldn't want to go for IVF, and had always thought he felt that way too, but now he's saying maybe we should do it if things don't go our way in the next few months. It's really thrown me! We ended up having a big row about it because he said he couldn't understand why I was being so negative about the possibility but I think it was just a bit of a shock to entertain the thought of really doing it.... I never thought that would be me if you know what I mean. Guess I just need to do some reading up and find out more about it.
Anyway, hope everyone's doing ok and look forward to hearing more news soon xxxx