Oh poor old everyone. I've been very very busy the last couple of weeks so have just been eavesdropping on all the chat whenever I can, but it's usually such a big catchup that by the time I reach the end I've forgotten the specifics of who said what! Must be all this spliff fog. AAaaah I love it, I remember when it used to be real...
Littlestar (am I remembering right?): well done on being a v good friend.
Newbie with translocation genetic poor luck: poor you, what a shame.
Rahrah: still so sorry Bertie isn't here.
Duchesse: bloody hell, antidepressants are NOT magic! I think we'd all be a lot better off if they got banned and everyone was forced to find the actual root of problems. Blimey, you know I roll a good spliff (actual RL ones as well) and could medicate you all you like to take your mind off things! Are antidepressants any different...? Pleased you are now making some headway.
Greedy: I am being a stubborn arse this month. Refusing to pay attention to what my body is doing. Saw a bit of cm, texted my wonderful saint, sent dp off to get it, doing the deed at home rather than some dodgy alley, so that's good. Not temping, not poking around to see what my cervix is doing. Not feeling positive. Just putting sperm in me at the appropriate time. I have a stroppy head on, almost challenging my body to not get pg, just to show it how p'ed off I am at how crap it is. How terribly sane...
Gotta dash out again. Again leaving a little pyramid of spliffs: Help yourselves. Ooh, made some trippy muffins too, if you really want to pretend this all aint happening.
I'll wade in later if I get a mo and see the damage x