Bumsnet - where we get it on and get our BFP!!

[Rainy34]

This is the bus where we will get our BFP, hop on with your summer skirts and grab the bfp 's!!

Eskimo don't lose hope. It's fixable. Remember that and power on. You will get your baby!!!

Oh pug - the milestones are always Going to pull you apart each time you reach them. Even years down the line. You'll never forget. Just learn to live with the 'would be's' its fucking heartbreaking. Remember it's still going to feel raw so be kind to yourself. Your never too old for a cuddle from your mammy and a hot sweet tea and a good cry. We are all here for you so please rant away when you need to.

Dojo aw I cannot believe you are 12 weeks already. Fab news on a healthy scan :o)

Mummy how are you today?

Do you have your blood results yet Purds? tomorrow isn't it ?

Eskimo, I hope tomorrow brings news that can move you forward, sweetheart. London sounds just the tonic. Can you tell us where you're going camping?

Pug, plse can I see your chart?

Nomio, aw thanks, love. Have a great time at QI!

Still catching up...

Glittery, yes I got my HcG result from yesterday: 272!

So sorry Eskimo, I know nothing about these things but hopefully they will get you on Clomid pronto!

That is so tough pug, sending :(

Landlord is really enthusiastic about fostering!

Phew for nice landlord night!

What do those numbers mean purdey? I take it it's good news though!

Dizzy, Lucie and Glitzyminge Thank you. I am feeling so much better now that you lot have calmed me down

Purdie Have you skipped a page? I called the clinic earlier to see if my results were in yet, and they were... I haven't ovulated again. My Prog score was a measly 1. I had a panic and posted on here. We're going camping in Pickering. Is that HcG good? I'm guessing so from your grin!

night Hurrah for your landlord!

Night! So pleased the landlords on board!

Purdie - that's a good score right?

Pug - that must be tough, hope you're being looked after.

I am an idiot. I poas at 11dpo at 8pm. Bfn obviously! I don't know why I did it, I found one lonely ic in the cupboard and thought I'd get rid of it I suppose. I have my usual pre af pains so why did I treat myself to an arctic stick too???!

purdie notice i said chilled and not the R word ha ha!!!

Dojo great news your scan went well,

Eskimo I know having blood tests and the results are really stressful, and upsetting but try and not let it get to you, get a doc appointment and see where you can go from here, you are not broken even though i know how you feel, you will get there!!, as Nomio says that you may be put on clomid and that will help, i know its hard but keep strong!!!

I have had the awful headache that i have been getting each month just before i ovulate but i am only friggin cd5 and when they come i usually ovulate 4 or 5 days later, so i could potentially ovulate on cd 10, surely that is too early!! Thought i was going to be sick in work, every time i stood up i thought i was going to be sick,!!

Rainy Thank you. I think I panicked more because she wouldn't tell me the level at first and then she said 'It says that you have to come in...' and I just thought of the worst case scenario, you know? Hope that you feel better soon my lovely

Sammie So sorry for BFN

Eskimo, yes, I missed an entire page I'm so sorry for your upset. The others are righter than right, though: Clomid will sort you out. Absolutely sure of it. Just because you don't ovulate now does not mean you never will. Think how preposterously irrational that is; you will get your baby, sweetheart, you will

Pug, those milestones need kicking to the kerb. The good news is they mean fuck all, because loads and loads of us got our babies one way or another after the heartache of miscarriage. You're allowed to grieve the milestone, but then you must put it away and refuse to dwell on it. New cycles are ahead with the promise of a perfect embryo. Hold on tight, darling

Dizzy, how are you today, sugartits?

Pikz, do you feel renewed hope since my news? I hope so, I really do. When Cariad got her bfp I thought, 'Well..there goes my hopes of a pregnancy. Cariad's nicked the only good luck for us one-tubers.' But new bfp's don't reduce our chances. Others' good news doesn't mean your dream is farther away. You always have brilliantly-timed sex so I just know it's a matter of five months time for you, my love

Night, what a treat that your landlord is up for it

Chops, I'll pm you because I don't want to discuss it on here, really. Is that okay?

Sammy, don't beat yourself up. You're going through that manic-and-irrational-eleventh-hour-grab-a-pregnancy-before-IVF-begins phase of pre-treatment. All this will be a thing of the past very, very soon for you and the lovely Mr. Sammylou

Pixa, are you okay, my love?

Rainy, I'll let you off! Look, you can't put complete faith in those headaches for timing ovulation. I would bet my non-existent G-spot that you don't ovulate evilly early. I'm sorry it's a humdinger of a headache though

Eskimo, the receptionist refused to release my HcG number today to me, so I asked to speak to the practice manager after going stupidly Rambo on her impudent ass and telling her I was a 43 year old woman in early pregnancy with a history of mmc and for whom the HcG score is fundamentally imperative!. She gave me the result

Eskimo I can totally see that being told can't give you the results over the phone would put you into panic mode, its so easy to panic, i do it all the time!!

272.... Gotta be twinnies.

Thanks Purdie I am going back to use opks this month, It could just be a stress headache, work has been a bit stressy at the moment!!

Thanks ladies :) landlord said that it is a family house and would be lovely to see children in it again, so lovely!

Oh shit. I've posted it here instead of privately to you, Chops. I'm so sorry everybody. Please forgive. I'll ask MNHQ to remove it.

272 - quads?

sammy sorry for bfn. I know how heartbreaking you find them.

Purds sounds really promising with your score, i am so hoping for you to keep that sticky bean in your tum tum and you have a boring healthy nine months xxxx

I've reported myself to MNHQ

Rainy, there is a 50% miscarriage rate for women my age. Massive. Huge. Evil. I just leave it in God's hands.

Thanks all. I'm really not that hung up over dates anymore, just earlier when I thought why am I bothering to stay with my mum & dad when I could of gone to an airport hotel and not had to get up so early.... Then I remembered to rationale.

Here's my shart, I mean chart purdie

Purdie I reached a new low at 18 months ttc this month. You have definitely given me hope.

I have booked in with the consultant on the 6th June. Time to get my baby

We are all behind you Pikz! You go girl!

Sammy sorry for BFN keep your flaps up xxx