Hello everyone, I have been looked out of MN for the last few days but am happily back in the saddle now (that pun was intended for keep
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It's been a weird week or so for Molotov The Baroness ... wanting to ttc but then those fucking bastard gremlins shit-pissing on everything. It's definitely caused by overthinking and if I could just stop doing it, I think we could be in with a chance.
My DM blurting out, unprompted, to my dds whilst we were at lunch: "Hands up who would like another baby in the family?" (all hands were raised, but dd1 has some reservations). I leapt on the opportunity afterwards and started a conversation with DM by saying what a wonderful big sister dd2 would be, as she is currently baby-crazy, but then she said "well, you would need to watch out that dd1 doesn't get left out by the youngest two becoming best friends." Not helpful, Ma!
MIL is a PITA. Dd2 cooes over babies and I comment on it, and the she looks to me and says "Babies grow up "
And then I'm on CD23 and since yesterday have had the most horrible stomach cramps. I'm bloated, and my boobs are swollen and painful. I've been getting AF around CD35 for the last few months, so this is a surprise.
PMS is also a PITA. Mother Nature is too. And so is anxiety. But I'm trying to be positive and smack the rat to see where we go not that I'm in a rat-smacking mood right now.
How is everyone?