If TTC # 2 has turned you into a nut job this thread is for you! (Part 3)

[fedupofrainydays]

Still here, still ttc, still POAS, still symptom spotting, still counting days, still temping, still shagging and still absolutely nutty!!!

First morning urine!!!

Can't work out how to share my chart but can't say it's worth seeing as doesn't show much!!

Thank you for the welcomes back.
2be I am not really coping this time round but have things in pipe line.
Fed up sorry nothing at all since last , unsure which is worse? I was 6 months between 3rd and this one.
I am totally crazy now beyond bonkers and trying not to rock in corners
Going to see an Indian Canadian alternative doc on Saturday where I have heard you boil down herbs that look and smell illegal and drink them! Yes I am giving anything a shot now!!!
Being referred for investigations into the miscarriages on 15/11/13 so hears hoping !
How are you guys doing?
Sad to see so many more nut jobs here but happy allay same time that I have company once more xxx
Huge hugs x

Hi dildoos, looks like I'm in it for the long haul. Cycle 19 and nothing yet. I'm in the stages if despair/blind hope at the moment too.

I'm sitting in my miserable hotel room (work) desperately missing my boys and desperately want to be pregnant - my sister is talking about her fourth baby (her second and my one and only were born at same time) and I'm so struggling with that she might have her fourth before I even have my second. Ouch.
No... I'm not sure what's worse dildoos the nothing for months or another mc. It does make me nervous that what if I combine the two? Ie wait for ever and then have another mc. Ugh I hate this.
The herbs sound fun in any case! Let me know how you get on.

3 piece and fed up-
I hope for both you it happens soon and success happens.
Hmmmm a 4 th before your second would be like a punch in the stomach.
All my friends have got pregnant gave birth and got pregnant again in my 30 months and it's horrid it really is as they forget we are still trying ! Boohoo guys this is pants!
If herbs help will let you know!
Alternatively I may take them and decide to reside in a wigwam , ah ah ah ah ah

Bfn for me on 9 dpo and temp drop to just above coverline (though I had a terrible night sleep where I woke every two hours with nightmares and heart palps)

Think I'm out this month. Feel totally normal again and actually forgot that last month had a LP of ten days so just because I Oed earlier, doesn't automatically mean I will have a longer LP (incidentally I only remembered this last night!). So with my history of shirt cycles I expect I will start my period tomorrow.

Lots of love to everyone xxx

Hey sebs dip could be implantation? fx it is and not af. And normally it's the lp that stays the same (ish) and the follicular phase that changes. My lp is usually about 12 days but my follicular phase varies from 8 to 15 days giving me the large variation in cycle length. Oh it all sounded so positive sebs and hope it still will be. Hang in there lady.
I feel totally normal too. Temp dropped a bit today but not below main line - think I was asleep with mouth open as was very dry when woke up!!
. Hope you are ok tho with the dreams and heart palps sounds a bit scary. X
I repeat dildoos - this is pants. Very pants x

I think it is only likely to be implantation if I had a longer LP, say 14 days, however I know it's not over till it's over.

My little boy took his first unaided steps last night and walked to Daddy. Was VERY cute and so I'm ok today, we are moving in the next few weeks so gives me something to focus on.

Praying the witch stays away for you fed up xxxxxxxxxx

Ha ha would you believe I now have thrush!! Noticed things weren't quite right yesterday and today it's ouch!! Luckily have the peasant and cream combo already in the medicine box. Very attractive and probably due to the shagathon this month.

Pessary

Ugh now I'm moving I think af is looming for me too. Feels like it 'down there' if you know what I mean. But I too know it ain't over til she shows...

Pmsl we are a right negative pair aren't we lol

Sorry about the thrush sebs but also great news re the first steps! We are all so blessed in that sense as we have our dc 1 to inspire, cheer and love us everyday. My little boy makes me smile whenever I feel down - although there is a huge ache in me, just desperate to give him a sibling.

Another friend has just got through the dreaded 12 week phase and has a healthy baby growing in her. So happy for her as she had a mc earlier this year - but again another person who has got pregnant again after mc in v short space of time when mine is taking months and months. Anyway, going to stop whinging and enjoy my trip back home to pick up my boy after staying away last night. Cuddles for me by 6.30pm!

Hi all. I had a random bleed this morning but my period isn't due for about a week (it's irregular). Am trying not to get my hopes up that it could be implantation... Today is day 25 and we had sex on days 13, 15, 17, 19, 22, 23 and 24. Period usually comes anywhere from day 28 to day 35ish and I think my luteal phase is 10 days. If it were implantation today does anyone know when that would suggest conception? And hence when I can test?!

I know darling me too!!!!!

Well I'm now thinking it's not thrush but cystitis!! The thrush cream was doing bugger all but a dose of cystitis remedy seems to have helped. I think I'll treat both lol and hopefully feel some relief soon.

Antoinette from what I've read they reckon three days after implantation you should get enough HPT to get a BFP. Fingers crossed for you xxxxxx

Thanks seb - fingers crossed!

Oh no sebs I had that badly a couple of months ago. Ended up drinking some gross concoction of apple cider vinegar and turmeric as heard was a good natural remedy that works. I was adamant i didn't want to take anti biotics and it work! Foulest thing I have ever drunk but symptoms cleared up almost straight away!

Agree with you - I would test in 3 days time antoinette good luck. Conception is hard to tell from that as implantation can take place usually 6 to 12 days post ov. And conception would be on or shortly after on ovulate.

Hi gang. I have been thinking of you all all the time.

Dildoos - so sorry to hear of your loss.

Fedup and sebs massive fingers crossed for bfps.

I have been lurking and wishing for bfps for you guys, particularly for those who have waited so long and had losses.

I started spotting today, so looks like it's curtains for me. Will be back here when I get my head togethe XXXX

No idea why but got home and decided to POAS. Why did I do that? Too early and not even fmu!! Dickhead! Bfn of course. Officially mental.

Oh no geta so sorry to hear that and you think it's over for this pregnancy. is this how your other loss went? I mean, started with spotting? But... If just spotting that's actually quite normal in pregnancy. I hope that's all it is for you. Do you have any cramps? Thinking of you and fx its just a little scare but bean is all fine in there xxxx

Aww fedup, you are always so kind to me. Yes this is how it started last time. No cramps yet. I don't know, it could just be a bit of spotting, I had some with my son at this poine, but he was a twin and the other twin mc, so that's what they thought it was. God, I really am so devastated. I don't know how I'm going to carry on.

Anyway.

Sorry, as I was saying, was going to write on this thread today anyway as I want you all to have a bit of luck XXX

Oh getagold don't say stuff like that, I agree spotting in pregnancy is very common and absolutely doesn't mean a mc (although from your own experience I can absolutely understand why you would think the worse). Are you able to take it easy and put yr feet up for a couple of days? Not sure if you work full time or not. Absolutely wishing you sticky vibes and pray in a few days time you will have your mind set at rest xxxxxx

Thanks sebsmum, I feel a lot calmer this evening, got my feet up in bed. I work ft in the most stressful job imaginable, I am going to take it as easy as I can for the next two days and then spend the weekend in bed, whatever happens. Lots of women in my job seem to have recurrent mc ((I can think of three I know of), maybe strss has an impact. I appreciate your support - thanks X

Bless you. Can imagine how difficult it is to de-stress in a stressful environment. Have everything crossed for you lovely xx