Hi berries.
Glad to hear your father is doing better bajas. Echo the sentiments about wanting a baby in part for the wider family. I'm the only chance at grandkids for my parents, and believe me my mother never goes long letting me forget it. She doesn't realize just how painful the little comments can be.
We are back from our bonk weekend. What a bust. Got a peak reading on Fri morning before heading out, and DH was cuffed as we'd DTD the night before. DTD again Fri pm, used 3G of Preseed; took Jim forever to finish as he'd drunk too much and neither of us could really feel what was going on. I had to admit that the problem wasn't all on his end, and was completely mortified. Sat went on a huge hike, didn't DTD as DH felt ill at bedtime and spent hours in the bathroom during the night. Woke up this morning & peak reading had changed to high. Promptly went on crying jag that still isn't fully spent.
I am just so over feeling like this is my project that I need DH's help with, instead of a truly joint effort. He was ill last night, but felt fine before that, but DTD just wasn't a priority I guess. IC OPKs still showing faint line, so God only knows if the CBFM is right, or the OpKs are, or if my app is, which doesn't show of til tomorrow. I don't know if we're out of time or if the right time hasn't really gotten in full swing yet.
I effing hate this. I hate how obsessive it's making me but my DH is so laid back that putting him in charge of this to give me a break seems like a pipe dream. 
really disappointed in him. We could've DtD this morning but it didn't even occur to him and I was feeling too teary to ask, even though that would've been the thing to salvage the day.