Emmsy's ladies - 4 years of weebling - still going strong!

[4everhopeful]

Here's to us ladies! Proud to be part of this - onwards and upwards..

Oh, 4ever, you can never use up our support and sympathy. Sorry we weren't there for you yesterday. 5 yrs since you realised you weren't invincible is certainly worth marking and the challenging road it took you down. I remember my dr who has 4 llo's herself saying that mc is the death of all those plans and dreams no matter how small the lo was.

For me, having bb (and only one mc) largeLy took the pain away but for others who have been harder hit, I know that's not the case.

Keep talking and letting us know when you need support - september will always be a bittersweet month for you as without September there would be no Summer. You do have the luckiest girl there too - you know exactly how special and wanted she is and she will be growing knowing this everyday. Lucky, lucky girl - many people don't ever remember how lucky they are to have their LO's. And now I'm going as the phone has already eaten one post from me!

Sorry, drink talking a bit in late night ramble... Dmum staying with sis up north, In laws also away on cruise.. Mentioned it was 5yrs to a couple mates and didn't get much back, moment of oh woe me resulted... Know I can sound off here, cos you lovelies will always understand

Hooray to a much looked forward to caravan hols by the coast on monday though had some spotting last night when not due til thurs, so mightily p'd off a, I'm not preg again this month, and b, Ill be having horrifically heavy AF while away.. Oh well, it will still be fantastic to get away and lovely watching Summer having loads of fun, as well as lots of lovely time with DH

Apologies for last few 'me' posts, will resume personal posting best on my return

Love y'all xxxxxxx

4ever We are here hun and always will be with ears to listen, empathy and understanding, shoulders to cry on and if all else fails cake and wine same goes for to Moon

On phone so can't remember what else has been said (such a goldfish brain) but E is all better, I'm recovering from a migraine and dh has a chest infection so will be glad to get away for a break next week. Like you 4ever af will arrive to share my holiday too due today or tomorrow and I have absolutely no doubt it will appear as zero symptoms

Hugs for 4ever but vent away. Hope you and buddha both have lovely holidays and tew stays away!

Did my 6k run today. Did it in 39 mins so pleased with myself, especially since I couldn't run at all 3 months ago.

Happy weekends everyone.

Well done Neeko

Way to go neeko what an achievement, you should be very proud of yourself. Hope your legs arent aching too much. Think of all the calories you've burned

Sorry to hear af has turned up for 4ever and almost for buddha it never fails to upset you does it, even after all these years, the arrival of her always throws me into disarray.

My af has been a bit weird it usually lasts one week, sometimes 6 days. This time round, it started Weds afternoon, and by yesterday was almost gone? Tiny bit of dark discharge today (sorry tmi) and that's it - not even enough for a tampon, my last one got a bit stuck coming out as it was so dry very odd....

Aww thanks girls!

Moon have u the nerve to do a test? Squeezing your hand tightly x x.

I have one left. I was tempted earlier, but honestly I do not feel pregnant in the slightest. I dont think I can face another bfn.

I totally understand. How are you feeling today?

Moon AF did sound rather weird, its so kind the way our bodies play with our minds . . NOT!

Hi moon how're you feeling today? Is af behaving?

4ever buddha enjoy your hols

Rumours I forgot to say how good it was that you got an appointment through so quickly, how you feeling about it?

Hi buddha I'm pleased I don't have to wait too long and just want to get the ball rolling if there is anything there. We waited 18 months with ds1 from initial observations that he's showing autistic traits and official diagnosis. Ds1 was older though, so don't know if it would take even longer for ds2 so I give him a chance to develop or whether it will be quicker. I will hopefully get some more opinions and advice soon, only a week to wait .
I'm quite positive at the mo, dealing with the possibility in a positive way.

af has all but stopped and I've got backache, but no symptoms - my first pregnancy indicator is usually really heavy sore boobs and I dont have that so I think I just have a weird cycle this time round. Stupid body.

Moon Agreed. Our bodies do play stupid tricks on us. Not going to say it, but you know what I'm hoping

Rumours You sound much calmer about the whole thing. Just take it one day at a time. When does your new course start?

Buddha are you ok? You've been quiet about you recently. Hope the packing is going well.

4ever Hope you are all packed too. Net you have lists of your lists Try to switch off from sad dates and enjoy your holiday.

Speaking of quiet, we haven't heard from Barbie Blue or Monkey recently. Hope you're all ok, lovely ladies.

Cupcake How much did you lose this week? Those pics ofyour boys made me go AWWWW!

Sabs Your life sounds really busy. Good luck with the fundraising. I raised £60 with my run yesterday for a local cancer charity that was close to my DGran's heart, so I am really pleased. I'd love to see the picture of DD if you don't mind emailing it.

Hi neeks it starts in November, did you get the pink icing ordered?

sabs I would love to see pics too

moon why don't you do a test just to be sure you're not pg. I did ds1

mls hope you're ok and just busy with you're 3

moon test that is, I did a test with ds1 because I had an af like yours!

Rumours Just ordered it off amazon

Ooooh exciting, dd will love the princess castle cake.
It's dhs birthday on Friday and I'm making him a three tiered chocolate cake filled with butter cream and topped with maltesers, I can't wait to eat it I'm sure dh will enjoy it too

rumours did you? But did you feel pregnant?

I dont dare to get my hopes up as I dont feel anything except I have backache and feel very much like af is still here only she isnt. I cant test, I really cant, I dont have the energy to deal with a bfn right now.

neeko only 1.75lbs but makes total of 6lbs over 2 weeks and puts me just under 12st so I'm quite happy.. just wish weight loss didn't have to take so long!!
Massive congrats on the run!

4ever so sorry you felt a bit ignored.. as moon said rl friends rarely 'get it', or even if they do might not know what to say.. hope you always feel you can say what you like here. 5 years is a huge milestone and though it's sad to think on that, it's also amazing to see how far you've come & how strong you've stayed. Have an amazing holiday.

moon don't test if you can't face it..wait a bit longer (or just do it if you need to know) sorry it's all so confusing :(

Dh is currently trying to soothe ds2 back to sleep..he's been screaming for a while now :( dh doesn't want me to feed him cos he's waking about 4 or 5 times a night at the mo.. meh. Hate listening to him cry, I know I'll end up feeding, he's a hungry boy. (nobody mention the 4 month sleep regression!! ) x

Hi moon I didn't have symptoms but then I wasn't actually ttc ds1, he was a happy accident . I remember ad starting then not really getting into full flow and stopping after a day or so. Back then I had horrendous af's, probably due to the endo I found out about last year. I think my symptoms started a couple if weeks after. My memory is a bit hazy, it was 10 years ago .
Hope you're ok xx

Just popping in to offer big hugs to 4ever. I think people who have never suffered a mc will never understand. I know I didn't before it happened to me. And to those of you who have had more than one, I can't really comprehend.

I was flicking around the BBC website earlier and came across a story about remembering loss and a couple who have set up an organisation to help people who have lost babies. Its called Saying Goodbye

They have started national remembrance services - there is one at St Paul's Cathedral in November. I thought you might be interested. I know it won't take away the pain but it may help to be with others who have been in a similar position.

moon it may be the clomid playing with your cycle, but I think I would do a test. I can understand why you are apprehensive about doing another one though. Fingers crossed for you

Will try and get back on this afternoon

Um....hello (smiles shyly)
Real life is a bummer! It stops me from talking to you ladies.

Haven't even had time to catch up since I last posted, but the lovely sabs reminded me to come back to you all...

We have all been suffering from the flu, work problems, school problems and housing issues. I will fill you all in later.

I'm back, I'm going to catch up and then post x

Have you caught up yet?

blue how's things lovely?

Busy week next week, paed on Monday, then on Wednesday ds2 gets observed at nursery by SALT, then the following week 2 home visits in one day, HV and SALT. Gotta say they don't waste much time up here