Hi all,
Sorry to hear we're all getting a bit down about all this, duggs, euro and sue especially. Of course our moods are getting shitty! We are in a funny situation in that we should have sorted the issues preventing us getting pregnant, i.e., ovulation and NK cells, but it's still not happening. But I suppose it would be fairly good odds if we were pregnant within 3 or 4 cycles? I'm on the other side of AF now, (oh dear I hate it when people say things like this... sorry!), and I'd like to encourage you all that it's a LOT easier to contemplate another cycle. The hormonal PMT week where you're wondering whether you're pregnant and your DH has xxxmillion sperm spraying around into the abyss, and then you're not pregnant and you feel like a complete and utter failure, is just a nightmare. Nightmare. But it feels so much better and hopeful this week. I'm on my 5th cycle of super ov, and on balance I'm not that worried I'm not pregnant yet. But last week it was a much gloomier picture in my head.
sue I had spotting on my first super ov cycle, and that wasn't a good scan either. The sonographer told me I was "clutching at straws" with my ovaries and AMH score (where do they learn the bedside manner!), but Mr S was a lot more positive. It must be very disheartening to think that the steroids has buggered up your ability to conceive. What does Mr S say about that? I'm thinking of you
snoopy I've never heard of enzyme therapy. I'll have a read a bit later. I'm doing acupuncture and chinese herbs as well as super ov, and I'm not sure I could cope with another regime as well right now. But it's always interesting to read about it.
I'm away for the meet up, but I'd love to meet you all some other time. I live in London, so that might work if we can organise one soon? I'm going away to Egypt and will be trying not to think of whether I'm getting pregnant. I'm determined not to be so stressed during the next 2ww. I think we need general anaesthetics for the 2ww just to get through them.
I asked Cheryl to order my Ovitrelle, and she faxed the order through on Jan 24! So I'll have to organise delivery now... someone said I have to pay extra if it's not NLC, right? In which case I'll just have it delivered to NLC and pick it up on my scan date (Feb 15).
Chat soon, and sorry if I'm being too chipper about not being PG. I'm not bloody chipper really.