Emmsys over here! Come shake yer pom poms!!!

[VJay]

Here we are, it's getting chilly, the slanketsnare out. Were all here to support, laugh and cry with each other.

Ah Vjay I did have a little giggle at you posting the letters back through for Ajay brilliant. We also find random things in places...the other day dh said the washing was sounding a bit clunky...I said it was probably just his shirt buttons but no...once the cycle was finished out came a very shiny thomas the tank along with all our clothes monkeys.

buddha so sorry evil witch has flown in :( hopefully you and your colleagues will all get pg at same time that would be lovely (though not so much for your work, haha!)

Wow lbm have an amazing time out in the desert you lucky thing. Hope you get to meet Henry :)

4ever our binmen come v early too...but we actually have 3 collections a week here so we get to see them another 2 times later on Ds is also obsessed with helicopters at the moment 'co-go-gog' as he calls them and if he sees one will just keep pointing at the sky saying it for the next few days...love him :)

Loads of love to our missing ladies MLS, blue and others who haven't posted in ages...we miss you!

I'm still craving pasta, but now it's those awful 'pasta n sauce' style packets that I desperately want so gonna head to Lidl this afternoon and stock up on them

Booooo to Af buddha stock up on choc and wine and class it as the first day of your pregnancy instead!

cupcake aw bless your little chatterbox boy! Summer has always loved seeing planes and helicopters too and points and waves while shouting bye! Like you Vjay we find a lot of random things around too, the other day it was a lump of (fake) coal from our fire, in the hole her balls are meant to go down in her discovery tree! She also loves putting washing from the laundry basket in the bathroom sink! Shes a proper little lady too, permanently trying on this floppy hat I've got and my heels and sunglasses, and we got her a little handbag for christmas that she puts over her shoulder and walks round with her arm in the air to keep it on!

Awwww loving the toddler talk, Ajay loves my handbag too, he carries it for me on his shoulder, but after a while he drags it along the floor.

21 to go
Let's talk weather! Who's got snow? We've got a little but it's stopped falling now so will probably be slush soon I'm off work next week so don't mind if we have shedfulls

No snow here but can see it on yonder mountains.

No snow here either, expecting it this evening.

Just popping to say yah boo to buddha on AF turning up. I know how crap it is when you are TTC and try something new like preseed and you think that will be the month that it works. You will get that bfp and have a few glasses of wine tonight to cheer yourself up.

Waves to vjay - can't believe ajay is going to be 10 , I thought he was about 7/8

Stamps done, have hideous migraine but hopefully next week will be back to normal posting.

Feck, not ajay, cjay

Sorry girls, Ive not left you all...I promise!

Had a mad few days, a&e yesterday with Henry, his jaundice hasn't gone so we were advised to take him there if he still looked a little yellow yesterday, which he did. He has jaundice but his blood test score came back ok, so we just have to go back tomorrow. Then today we ended up at the doctors with dolly who has bronchitis and had to go on the nebuliser we have three more days of this and they will access her again.

Now I have the Logistical nightmare of trying to keep the two of them apart. Dolly wants me all the time which is hard when I'm breast feeding. H however is the perfect baby, sleeps for three hours, wakes for feeding then back to sleep..long may it continue.

Buddha, sorry about af. Lots of cozy nights coming up for you .. Perfect excuse to keep warm in the horrendous cold snap you are having

Vjay..a 10 year old !!!

Oh dear I have to go, will try to get back Here later x

Don't worry he's not 10 til later in the year, but he won't stop reminding me!

Barbie you definitely don't need to apologise girl, think we know you have a lot going on!! And sounds like a bit of a nightmare with illnesses :( hope they're both ok. So glad H has been so good so far! Brilliant boy.

buddha yay for week off, enjoy it!

We've had a tiny covering of snow today- pretty pathetic. Right, who's going to start a new thread my laptop is definitely struggling to cope with the size of this one now! :) Have just ordered brand new swanky phone though so should be able to post more from that now, yippeeee

Ooh poor Dolly.. That?s what you call sods law... Wishing her a speedy recovery! Luckily you. are in the blissful early days of a newborn when they just feed and sleep, I remember thinking I hadn?t realised how easy it would be! Enjoy enjoy!

Buddha its started snowing here! Ill be so excited if its a proper blanket tomorrow and we can all don our wellys and go to the park and build snowmen! I just wanna see Summers face!

Vjay you paint a picturesque vision of where you live if you can see snow topped mountains!

Talking of Lbm bet you?re counting seconds til your hols to the eternally sunny sandpit!

Cupcake ooh if its a smartphone u will love it! However I?ve got no 3G signal at the moment and been trying to post this for aaaagggees ...

Louey yay to finishing the stamp spreadsheet, satisfying I?m sure, look forward to normal posting resuming!

Had to go and buy new blinds for the kitchen today at the crazy world of Ikea, Dhs first time, don?t think he?ll be rushing back in a hurry! Enjoyed the hot dogs though and Summer was a little angel bless her, running along squeezing my hand, had the fabulous harness buddy on for back up though, its unorganized chaos in there! Had a very teeny fleeting moment of ?what might of been? when heard one of our friends had their baby girl on thurs, but nonetheless very happy for them as they?d been trying for ages, she?s a real whopper at 10lb1oz! I thought my 9lb5oz Summer was big!

Just popping in to remember that 3 years ago today I lost my first angel.

Happy birthday to me.

Seem to remember that gracies and curlys girls have birthdays around this time too? And is it cupcake who has a birthday near me?

moon for anniversary for birthday. So glad you popped in
Vjay I agree with 4ever sound as if you live somewhere v beautiful unlike my view of houses and only very distant hills!
4ever 10lb1oz ouch! When did you decide you were going to start ttc in earnest?

Moon it's your birthday?? I never knew you lost a lo on your bday so sorry :( what a bittersweet day. birthday hugs to you though. my bday isn't til oct but well remembered about curlygirl & gracie's dd who must both be 2 tomorrow, wow! happy birthday lovely cyber nieces. hope curly & Gracie both ok too.

4ever tis a fancy smartphone..i have an internet capable one at mo but this one will be much better, yay!

Just poppin in to wish curlygirl and graciegirly a happy 2nd birthday each
Must dash, will catch up tomorrow xxx

Happy birthday to our cyber nieces for tomorrow too x

Who's going to do the new thread then? Any name ideas?

Just popping in too say Moon my sympathies to you today, i hope you've found a way of marking it peacefully, and still manage to enjoy your birthday ....

Know exactly how shit that is cos we found out we lost our 2nd baby on DHs 30th birthday. Its DHs birthday on the 18th of this month and the baby we just lost in July was due on the 23rd would of been aptly timed had it survived, instead its another sad date to remember.. As i said in my post yesterday, I try and be brave and just have fleeting moments of sadness about it rather than the all consuming pain i previously had, however i do want to remember and acknowledge the little life i had growing inside me, whos heart i saw beating....

Sorry that all kind of blurbed out....

Birthday wishes tomorrow to the mia birthday girls curly & gracies DDs...!

On a brighter note we were in the park at 9am making a snowman and Summer absolutely loved it! She was desperate and near hysterical to get outside when she looked out the window this morning! We've spent a lot of the afternoon in the garden making another snowman that she has befriended and been chatting too! Been a lovely special day, one for the memory books!

thank you for your kind thoughts :) we lost our 2nd one on dfs birthday (well i took the tablets on his birthday), so birthdays in our house are always tinged with sadness. who else has a birthday near mine then, someone on our thread does? spent the afternoon with my lovely df, my sister and her dh and of course my nephew. held it all together until i got an auntie card which set me off.

Its nice to have your losses acknowledged on here by likeminded people isn't it moon? Its a reciprocal thing isn't it? I've tried hard not to wallow or appear self absorbed with my last 5th loss, and very aware that for everyone else, their miscarriages were at least a year or much longer ago, when my last one was only 6months ago, and I have my edd to get through in just over 2wks time....

Thankfully, I know that the majority of these lovely ladies will be here with some words of comfort and consolation, as just because I'll be going through this a 5th time, or that I'm lucky enough to have Summer now, it doesn't take away the fact I've had another baby die...

it is nice 4ever that you never really need to explain yourself and everyone comes to offer their support, thats something i will always be grateful for. i'm useless at the minute for helping you all, but one day i hope i can repay you all. i still find it hard to be here, but i cant stay away, and im so thankful that you dont turn me away because i only come here when i need you.

Hope you're both ok lovelies

Can't stay I have a poorly ajay again, he's full of cold and has conjunctivitis.

Thanks vjay my lovely, I'm ok really, 99.9% of the time I'm totally wrapped up with the wonderfulness that is Summer, just have odd moments with the edd looming... To answer buddhas question though, ttc in earnest hasn't commenced yet and probably wont for a while yet, still very much feeling, if it happens, it happens, but each month it doesn't is a month longer to divulge and indulge 100% to our long awaited pfb!

Returning a maternal small bosomed hug to poorly ajay...!

Hope pregnant mummies of 2yr old birthday girls curly & gracie are having good days.. Do pop back in and let us know how you're getting on?

We need to bring the list over to the new thread and update with our latest graduates details!

So 3 posts to think of a name, start a new thread and post a link!!!

For the first time in 3 & a half yrs, I've started a new thread!!! Hope its ok?!?

NEWTHREAD!

Thanks 4ever