naughty mls 
Hi louey :) Hope all is good with you lovely. I share your anger at moons doc 
I really don't think consultants realise how fragile our hope is. 6 months is too long when you have been waiting two and half long years. moon I think you have got great advice on here. Is there a complaints procedure or PAL at your hospital? Your gp sounds like a good option too. If they are now saying your weight is an issue for the first time - especially when you have done so well losing lots - then they were obviously negligent previously in not bringing it up. Maybe the threat of a complaint of negligence will make them see that there is no problem after all 
Hope you are recovering okay brave vjay
Anyone else watching xfactor? What is with that Kitty? I liked her tightylighty outfit though :)
So here's the thing I need to get off my chest. Firstly, I need to say that I am rubbish at dealing with emotional stuff, and also that you girls mean so much to me :) And so does this thread. I was reading today about MN's code of care for miscarriage and started bawling right about the time I was reading our gracies input. It brought it all back. I keep thinking that I am over that awful time because curlygirl has brought so much happiness to me. But it was the worst time of my life :( and it never really goes away and now I am facing putting myself through all of this again. I need you all there with me and I owe you all to be there for you in whatever is going on in your lives. You are the most wonderful bunch of girls. I just hate that we seem to have lost some good friends along the way. We need mermaid and monkey and jools back on this thread and we need to make it an easier place for moon to be. Like it is this weekend when everyone has rallied together to put the world to rights when another stupid golfer has stomped on our dreams :( And I want barbie and gracie not to be worrying that they should hold back on their pregnancies. And for our totally wonderful vj, blue and mermaid and others who have decided to keep their pants just as they are thank you very much to be properly appreciated for how much they bring to this thread.
So I was wondering if we should maybe try and redress the balance a bit and discuss this? We could consider focusing on the following:
- let's not be afraid to talk about our most wonderful bundles of joy but let's focus MOST OF ALL on supporting each other through ttc, or deciding not to ttc if that's the case, and on staying pregnant. We have a lot of scans to focus on over the next few weeks. God knows every stage is terrifying x
- I know this will make poor barbie wince but let's have a list, and keep it up to date so that nobody drops off and we can keep track of important dates.
- let's have some totally bizarre random non-baby related late night conversations between vj and 4ever and barbie to make us all chuckle the next day. When is our lovely 4ever back btw?
- let's have that recipe from mermaid. Please come back mermaid we cannot continue to lurk in your greenhouse without you xxx
- let's make a deal with each other that sometimes real life takes over and that we do not need to stay away because we haven't had time to catch up properly (this one's for crap old me)
- If we are really worried about discussing a topic that might seem insensitive to some, let's send an email instead to the others rather than hold back on stuff. It is scary having a little baby, or big ones. I really rely on the advice from you guys :)
I really embarrassed now but I just needed to say all of this. I'm so close to deleting this. And now I'm getting choked up again thinking about how much you all mean to me. I wish I was up the duff it would explain a lot - I'm not obviously but let's consider this a form of practice for the horrormones 
And while I'm getting things off my chest sabs I am so sorry I keep meaning to email you and I've got £20 for you next time I see you. Very proud that your lovely dh cares so much xxx
I hope this hasn't offended anyone. Please tell me to shutup, or ignore if you want.