Good morning ladies, well I think that all of the lovely congratulations were premature I am afraid.
This morning with same FMU the same faint line on Clearblue (a bit thicker this morning or could be wishful thinking) and a stark white BBBBFN on the First Response. Can't be a chemical pregnancy. Can't be an evap.
I am starting to think I have fallen victim to Clearblue's dreaded "false positive". I used to think think that this could never happen (after all this is what everyone says - a line is a line right?) but according to my internet searching about this, the dye from the horizontal control strip in the oval window can leak into the vertical antibody strip (where the positive result would be shown) leaving a thin blue line where the positive result should be, and well within the time as well. This morning the line was there within a minute.
Feeling rather
and
at Clearblue for selling a product with so obvious a flaw.
Clinging on to the hope that FR is just being slow at picking up my HCG but as I got a BFP with DS on a First Response at 10 DPO I think it is unlikely
. I have some more very sensitive IC arriving this morning so we'll see what they have to say. Not optimistic.
TBH just want AF to show up so I can start this whole thing again (or an obvious BFP obviously
)
So sorry for whiny post all about me.
seven totally with you, Thinking you are very brave and you have my respect. I think what you are doing is wonderful and I would hope that I would have the guts to do the same if I were in your position. Having my DS has been wonderful (in fact words cannot describe just how wonderful...best thing I have ever done times a zillion
) and I really hope that you are successful so that you can feel that too 
P xx