So. Pretty much the appointment as usual. They sent us for further testing. The consultant could not believe CH's jizz volume, and (I am not exaggarating) asked him 4 times: "Are you sure you got everything in the pot? SURE?" To which poor guy repeatedly said YES. Although, TBH, it really does not seem that little to me when we bonk. Anyhoo, she sent him for another one, and we agreed to drink water like a loon till then. She also sent us both for all sorts of STD's, which we did have done by our GP, so we figured out they do not trust us on being faithful . I also wasn't aware of the child abuse questionnaires!
She is doing Day 3 for me, and dildocam. And HSG, which TOTALLY freaked me out after she gave me all the anti-biotics, and painkillers you have to put through all possible orifices.
The thing is, I am pretty certain that dildocam + hormones will be ok, because I do those regularly in foreen parts. So the only thing is HSG. And maybe the following should go on AIBU section, but, I am kinda upset and angry that I have to go through all this because of HIM. I know it is totally unfair, and he has pointed out that we do not know yet, ie. I could still be the problem. But if it is his jizz, which it seems to be, why do I have to go through HSG? And did I make a wrong choice marrying an old one, and if he is not good enough to make a baybee, what makes it right to impose a 'broken' father on a baby? After all he is old and overweight. Lovely and responsible and all that too, but that's not the point! I somehow feel cheated that, if I am all clear, I could have been diffed at once, and like I said, what does this say for our future, that we are not like other 'normal' young couples. Am I stoopid / abnormal and have fucked up all of our lives!? I know, totally menkul, but that's just how I feel now!
Droid is also in full swing. Perfect.