Hi all!
Hope you’re all well and have had a good day. 
Today has been absolutely manic, I’ve only just got home. I picked up the cause of death certificate from the hospital, and also registered the death today so that’s all official now. I’ve been to the funeral directors and sorted out the funeral, it will be held on Wednesday 21st, not sure what time yet just waiting on confirmation. The funeral director is lovely and he really made the process so simple and easy. Just need to drop off a form and dads clothes with them, I will also visit him in the chapel of rest.
My appetite is back with a vengage today, and I am currently waiting for a takeaway as I can’t be bothered to cook.
Cleared some more of dads flat, still got loads to do but I’m getting there.
Get to see Addie at my scan tomorrow; so excited! I’ve ordered the letters of her name
That will go on the nursery wall.
Mrs - thank you my lovely, I am taking care of myself don’t you worry. It does feel like I’m carrying the weight of everyone else’s grief too but never mind! I hope you had a lovely day off, lord knows you deserve it 
Philomena - god that sounds super painful! I really hope Addie doesn’t do that to me! My back keeps locking up which I think is something to do with wee princess long legs!
Wooly - love the funko pop 😂
Frangelico - your names are gorgeous, I’m sure you’ll settle on a boys name soon!
Seafood - it’s been such a relief to feel some movements, especially with the anterior placenta. My midwife said I may not feel her until 27 weeks so I was panicking that I wouldn’t feel anything for ages! It has annoyed me that they are acting the way they are, I understand they are hurting, but so am I. I think the worst part is that I was the only one there with him when he actually passed away, and I had to be the one to comfort him when he opened his eyes and grabbed my hand just before he passed. At least one of my brothers has stepped up and is helping in any way he can! I hope your pregnancy is going well and that the morning sickness has disappeared again!
Addie is giving me major heartburn which is not fun, especially not in the middle of the night!
Right I better go, I need to eat and have a bath, then off to bed ready for another busy day and my scan tomorrow 
Have a lovely evening everyone 