Looks like you win the thread title naming this time as well Rtuff, would you like the role of official thread-entitler forever?! Good on you!
Neeko, Dwayne, yes I took have THE FEAR big time. SO many anxieties swimming around my head. Not helped currently by the fact that i appear to have flu (or a very bad cold with added exhaustion, shakes, shivers, hot and cold sweats and constant aches & pains) which isn't helping much. At the moment my mum has DS1 for the day to give me time to sleep (aka mess about on MN) but I panic when I think "what will I do if I'm ill with a toddler and a newborn, and Mum's on holiday?!" Aargh!!
I'm not sure which way up little one is, but I'm doing a bit of time on all fours in the evening, spreadeagled over a birthing ball, which I hope will help. Am 34.4 weeks now and haven't seen a midwife for a month, so when I go next week it'll be nice to find out which way he's lying. I hope he's head down - it feels like it.
Hoops my bump has also dropped quite a bit, and I've been having lots of pressure, grumbly period-type-pains and stabbing pains in the doofer-region, so part of me is expecting to go into labour imminently, while the other part is thinking "hmm, I do seem to recall people saying this can go on for weeks..." I have got my hospital bag in the boot of the car now, though, just to be on the safe side!!
Despite the fear, I'd almost quite like it over and done with as soon as possible really. It's knackering isn't it, this last month or so? Nature's way of making labour & birth look appealing, presumably...