pregnant rant alert.....
i get sooo fed up sometimes of DH acting like a bloomin child when it comes to finishing a task, whether its for himself, the house, whatever!!! i just want him to finish a task that isn't office/work related (cos he has no problems finishing those, which is a good thing)...and if a mate asks him to help with a computer problem or asks him to play a game online til 3am (when he has work the next morning). those things seem to be no problem for him to finish!
"sign this form thats been here for 3 weeks, put it in the post! finish the meter of wallpapering in the kitchen from last year!! lace your bloomin shoes that you keep moaning about cos you need them!! ffs!!! finish something! for yourself!"
he overslept this morning, must've turned off his alarm and i shouted up the stairs at 9am...he said: why have you let me sleep in so late?!? i could only reply with: cos you are an adult and can take care of yourself and be responsible for your own alarms, right? ((but really, i was busy taking care of ds so i didnt notice the time either..otherwise i wouldve done what i always do and made sure he didn't turn off his alarm.
i know it may sound like all i do is nag him, but i don't. i leave him to it. but the little things are piling up and i dont have enough matches in the house to light the fire under his backside sometimes!
so this morning, as he left for work...it was a nasty row. dh was saying i've had a really nasty attitude over the last few days, i disagreed completely of course! and even if i have, aren't i bloomin allowed??? i mean, really!!! i'm 40 weeks prego!!! uncomfortable, excited, scared, nervous, all the while taking care of a 2 year old, a husband, the house, AND trying to get everything ready for the baby and somewhere in between all that i try to look after myself!~!! if he says i've had a bad attitude for the last 3 days only, then he's made out pretty darn well, i'd say!!! 3 days oh woes to him!
the saddest part about it, , is ds was running around us being very silly and of course heard it all ((he's never ever heard us talk like that to each other...)) and after dh left for work, ds saw me break down and gave me a hug and kept saying: happy happy fynn, i happy meemaw (i'm meemaw). awwww so sweet but a little sad to me in a way...
ok. rant over...
::::::breathe munki, breathe::::::::::::::
i feel so much better...