Hello again girlies,
Oh I dont know where to start I havent posted in so long!!!
Firstly, I am so sorry for those of us that have lost their babies, and congratulations to those of you that have just joined us.
I have had a rollercoaster fortnight, so going to waffle now - many apologies in advance!
Ok, so I had a bit of a bleed 2 weeks ago and the doc saw the sac coming away from the wall so he put me on some synthetic progesterone, and then last week he did a scan and started to prepare me mentally for a blighted ovum and told me to come and see him again today. Anyway, I was too scared to read the good and bad news that was cracking off on Mumsnet and decided to stay away for a little while.
My folks came over to visit me, and my originally pissed off dad has turned quite happily and even bought me home a big whopping piece of chocolate cake!!! I took the folks round the supermarket, cause that is an adventure in itself and my mum found all the baby clothes and would hold them up behind my dads back giggling and waving them!
Then on the day they left, I flew out the same day to see my other half, we were both a little bit worried as I had told him what the doc had said and again I had another bleed. This time slightly more, but at least my other half was there to give me a huge cuddle while I had a cry.
I got back yesterday and took it easy until this afternoon when I went back to the docs. I thought he was going to tell me off cause he asked me to postpone trip, but I couldnt as I wouldnt have seen my other half til February then. I already miss him enough as it is, and we both thought what will be will be, but we were definitely keeping our fingers crossed. Anyway doc gave me a scan and his eyebrows shot up and then he smiled and said that he could see the baby, and he was very glad, he couldnt see any risks at the moment, and it was perfect. I was so happy I was laughing and crying. So straight back home, via the shop for a king size twix, to call my other half and tell him the news, had to repeat myself I dont know how many times cause I was so excited and was babbling! I am convinced it was because he spoke to Baby Dot when we were together, and the baby was happy. (Complete and utter rubbish I know, but I like to think of it like that!)
So anyway girlies, there is my good news for the day.
I really do hope that you are all doing fine, I did think earlier that I was alone for a while and then realised we are all in this rollercoaster ride together.
Catch you later girlies.
Shell