June 2019 - Thread 2

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New thread for those of us due in June 2019 😊

Good luck @Kimbishop86! Sorry about your nightmare, @Torsz. I’m sure it’s nothing to worry about and just stress, but I know that it’s a bad feeling to start your day with. Try to hold on to the relief you felt when you realized it was just a dream instead.

Thinking of you today @poppyseed2.

I'm not being rude or anything but everytime I post something I always feel like it gets ignored

@hopefulbabydust123 if I missed something it wasn’t intentional, this thread moves pretty fast so if I haven’t read it all day, I just skim read over everything to catch up.

I hope you’re feeling better now. How many weeks does your new edd put you at?

@hopefulbabydust123 sorry it wasn't intentional - I find it moves so quickly and each time I post I can only remember the usernames from the last couple of posts 😂

I'm also 29 May now so due date buddies! Congrats on the scan, do you have a date for your 12 week one yet?

@Torsz that’s not a nice way to start the day, but it was just a nightmare probably made from stress and not indicative of anything.

Hope you get your scan today @poppyseed2 and everything goes well. Thinking of you

Same here, sorry if I’ve missed you! I too often focus on the last few posts or people who are concerned about bleeding and scans. I had a look back and the last time I responded to you I spelled your name incorrectly, which doesn’t help!

I feel bad because I know I haven’t properly welcomed people to the thread either. Sometimes I just can’t keep up, but it doesn’t make anyone less welcome.

Thank you re: my bad dream, the sensible part of me knows it shouldn't mean anything but it was my first real panic! Definitely right to focus on the relief at it being a dream though ☺️

Anyone else feel a little bit trapped or is it just me?
I have days when I am really happy esp when I see my family and loves ones all excited. Other days I just panic about how selfish I am and am I really ready to give it all up?

I feel horrible for feeling this way. It's like an out of body experience for me. Maybe it hasn't hit me yet

Have my first antenatal appointment today as well which will make this all too real.

Can't keep up, as per usual. Managing to keep nausea away by constant eating and nibbling. Its rich tea biscuits and dark chocolate today. My colleague keeps looking at me oddly, so trying to eat quietly (she does know!).

Last night was odd dreams, night before it was VERY odd dreams. I just want to sleep!

Is there a Facebook group for due in June 2019 I can be added to?

I went to the dr's yesterday with my cramping pains. She thinks it's ligament pain. It's been so long since I had my 2 dc's I barely remember😂 she did take a blood test though to measure hcg levels to confirm pregnancy and they came back at 18202 is this good? . I'm anything between 5weeks 4 days and 6 weeks pregnant. 6 wks if I go off lmp but I'm sure I ovulated later going off when we actually dtd😂 xx

Congrats to everyone for the successful scans and good luck to all having them today and who are worried. Fingers firmly crossed!!

My, doesn't poppyseed seem like a lovely lady! So nice of her to pop in!

@hopefulbabydust123 Another one here who struggles to keep up with the thread! Are you on the FB yet? Honestly no-one would be knowingly ignored! It's just a super busy thread 

Please do stick around and not drop us for the May bus 

Same here for skimming, it moves so quickly! Sorry @hopefulbabydust123 hope you're doing okay x

@sk17 I understand and feel the same way. Although DP and I were trying, it all happened so quickly and I'm trying to get my head around it still. I feel bad on one hand because I know some people are desperate to see BFPs but for me it's all still such a shock. The majority of the time I'm questioning whether I'm ready to a) be a parent and b) give everything up. Quite selfishly I like going out, I like going on holiday, I like smoking and so without it now and having to cancel the holiday I was due to go on on Monday has got me feeling a little resentful. I know that's a horrible thing to say but I'm trusting MN for no judgement please! Having said that, when I started spotting and cramping a few days ago I was absolutely devastated at the idea of a MC so the silver lining I'm taking from that is that I must truly be happy and excited for this - even if I don't feel that way 100% of the time

@JBCG i completely understand your point of view. We have a family history of PCOS and a few members not being able to conceive despite wanting children so badly. This scared me a lot and even though I am grateful, just can't help but feel dread.

Perhaps its just the hormones because my emotions are all over the gaff

Hope it all goes well for you. I'm sure we will still be able to enjoy holidays with our babies. Plus why dont you go for a babymoon? You can travel

@sk17 I'm totally with you. My situation is complicated and I have all sorts of mixed feelings. I don't know whether I'm doing something really stupid, I'm worried about how my little boy will cope among a million other concerns. The only thing that's reassuring me is that I've known for ages that I want more kids and that I don't want my little boy to be an only child. I'm 34 so don't have forever. I have commitment issues and but I do know 100% that my OH is a good egg and will never let me and baby down. I'm sure that I'll never regret this baby, regardless of how my situation turns out. Unconventional, I know! I'm sure most people don't understand.

@Rainbowbronte - there is, but its a private group so you will need to PM me or someone else (I have no idea who else!) and I can send you an invite (or, more accurately, send your email to someone who can actually add you, as I seem incapable..!)

@SassehMonsta thank you. I'm brand new and can't figure out how to PM you on the app!x

Week 8. Woke up today with a bang. Nausea and horrible taste in my mouth.

Worse than that the thought of coffee makes me want to gag. I love coffee too! The shame of an Italian feeling this way!!
Feeling massive. I wear a uniform at work and I'm about to burst out of it. All bloating. Going to have to order some quickly or it won't be a pretty sight.

So pleased for everyone who has had good news with their scans. Sooo exciting!!

All good with my scan! Phew! And got put forward 6 days! Must change my date on the list! X

Hey, hope you’re ok @hopefulbabydust123 x x

And everyone else, super stressful and worrying time ❤️

Bad signs this morning, so being sent to EPU for a scan this afternoon 😞

@Skee thinking of you x

Thinking of you @skee- hand holding.

@RainbowBronte - you can't PM from the app, so you may need to go onto the website and do it from there.

Thinking of you @skee

Decided to duck out for a bit while I try not to think about babies for the day, and have missed so much. Even my namesake poppyseed showing up  that gave me a smile and she seems lovely!

The EPU couldn't fit me in today, but have booked me for a scan tomorrow at 11am. At this point I'm not optimistic, but we'll see what happens.

@Skee I hope that you get on ok at the EPU this afternoon. Big hand hold.

@Kimbishop86 and all the others who had successful scans (like many others have said, the thread moves too fast to pick out all you miss) congratulations.

Hi everyone,

This feed is spool quick.. here goes..

Welcome to the newbies :) xx

Congrats to all of you who have had great scans, I hope I'll be joining you in a week or so!

@skee and @poppyseed2 I hope you're both OK, what were your bad signs @Skee?

@poppyseed hello! Thanks for popping in... I bet you don't miss all this anxiety!

I've just noticed there is a new thread for July 2019... I know we are anxious and have a few weeks to go before we're in the clear but it's quite nice we're no longer the newbies! :) x