@Si1ver - I'm so sorry. I don't know what to say. I hope you're as okay as it's possible to be.
Back from Marbella today - hideous flight into Newcastle, especially with the weather causing such a bumpy landing!
On the whole had a fabulous time but now it's back to reality. DP has an interview tomorrow so I'm keeping everything crossed for him - it will make such a difference!
Going to test again with a CBD tomorrow AM.. praying I get my 3+. That means a lot @Crmblebee - I think you're right, to be honest, but it will still be so reassuring for me.
Early scan in 13 days, don't know how I'm going to not-go-crazy until then!