Haven't posted on here for a while now!!
I'm now 14+3 and have had a crappy week!
I went to see my antenatal consultant because I have epilepsy. I'm currently on sodium valproate so they said basically that I have one week left on it and I'm coming off!
I've been on it for 7 years and birthed 2 healthy children on the same dose I was on. But all the newest information that's come to light means they needed me off ASAP!! So I will be taking my last dose tomorrow.
I'm terrified quite honestly. I don't want to have a seizure. It's been 10 1/2 years since my last and I don't remember what they are like anymore. The unknown scares me.
Also the thought of my 4 and 5 year old witnessing one. Even my husband hasn't seen one happen!! What if it happened and I was out alone?! What would happen to the baby?!
They are transferring me to a new medication but it's a slow increase because it's dangerous to increase by too much at once.
Basically the sodium valproate can cause neurological issues, deformities and lots of other worrying stuff. It's the kind of thing that's best not reading! Even though my previous children are perfectly healthy - I'm still worried.
The one good thing to come out of this is that I will be having 4 weekly scans to check everything is okay. I have one on 27th October with "foetal monitoring" at a specialist hospital that's an hour away.