little I'm beginning to feel like everyone is going to have their babies before me.
I can't be bothered to argue anymore, the head midwife who was supposed to call me back hasn't so I'm adding that to my list of complaints.
I'm not happy with the risks involved in going overdue by more than 12 days so I won't be refusing induction, I will go in on Saturday, have the pessary, be monitored for a couple of hours then discharge myself if beanie is still happy and then I will happily go in daily for monitoring or happily let the midwife come out to check on us but unless there is a problem with either me or beanie I am not staying in, the hospital has to many connections to my miscarriage for me to be able to relax and the thought of DP leaving me there makes me panic.