Morning everyone. Back at work today. Still feeling nauseous despite tablets, although it's not as bad as without, and I haven't actually been sick. Full of cold which is flaring up my asthma, and I'm feeling sooo exhausted again.
Feeling very useless and down. Worried about how much time I've had off work and how rubbishly I seem to be coping with being pregnant. It feels like I've had one thing after another every week since I've been pregnant. I feel like this baby is sapping all of the life out of me lol.
So long as I get a healthy baby at the end, I'm telling myself it'll be worth it, but I have no idea if I'll ever put myself through this again. I think the organising control freak in me just hates not being able to control or cope with what's going on. I was also clinging to the hope that I'd be feeling better in the second trimester, and that doesn't seem to be happening so that's like another blow to my ability to cope. Ugh! I'm such a weakling lol.
Weepy and hormonal today as you can probably tell; wish I could curl into a ball and sleep until Xmas. Maybe February.
Good luck for all scans today! Fx that we get lots more happy little beans!
I feel lucky that my scan showed a healthy little one, so feel bad for moaning and feeling down, but there you go. Fingers crossed I'll feel better when this cold does one and the nausea tablets kick in properly!