Evening gals.
What a trying day. DS was sooooooo whingy and whiny all day, saying DaddyDaddyDaddy over and over again and driving both of us absolutely insane. I took him to the playground first thing to play in the sandpit and he opened the gate and pegged it off across the green, so I had to lumber after him like an elephant calling him, and I was SO CROSS with him when I grabbed him as it could have been a road or something that I smacked his bottom for the first time ever and I feel totally terrible about it as I always vowed I never would and couldn't even bring myself to tell DH I had done it.
My inner thighs right at the top are really killing me, like they are going to give way at any moment, and my back is still really painful. Every time I bend over for anything I have to walk my hands back up my thighs to get straight again, and all I seem to be doing is MOAN MOAN MOANING, I'm start to hate myself.
Tried to take a nap when DS went for a sleep and the phone rang four times from people asking me for news, so I abandoned all hope of a kip. DH is barely speaking to me as I am so moody. This ain't fun any more.
Sorry for being such a whingy whiny old boot.
Algach, I do so hope you get the home birth you want. It would be very unfair after all your efforts to have to go through it all in the hospital, I am keeping my fingers crossed for you my love.
DS in bed, new day tomorrow, (my sister's due date, the odds are increasing that we will be in the same hospital giving birth at the same time!!) good luck Maewest, KBaby, Algach.
Love Bloss
xxxxx